Mystic World of Mysic Things

2007-01-01T20:59:00.000-08:00

hello! School starts tomorrow.

Wear your ties, its a Wednesday!
So, i hope school this year would be alot better than last year. I hope my class will be like 2C'05. But then again, 2c'05 was an all girls class, so it might be a little different. I just hope it isn't like last year. okay. band's gonna be very different too. Change is inevitable i guess. Let's just hope for the best. i can't wait to see aida,warda,esti and zenia tomorrow! okay. byeeeee.

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2006-12-31T23:54:00.000-08:00

im baaack. did you miss me? i know you did. i was flying when newyear came. so i was torn between bangalore and singapore. but its okay i guess. the trip was alright. i enjoyed spending time with my cousins. wait, i ALWAYS enjoy spending time with my cousins. so anyway, i realise, i haven't done a proper roundup of 2006. it's gone alr, so fast! so yes,

Stepping into TJC for the first time as a student would be one of the most unforgetable moments of my life. The amount of friends i've made here and the wonderful people i've met. Even all the Not-So-Wonderful people have made a big impact on my life here. Orientation'06 was super fun and enjoyable. It was a culture shock from the tradition at Cedar and in TJC. Everything was much more student centered and student headed. So it was like making your own decisions and putting your own plan into action. At first, the lessons were challanging as we had to cope with the vastly different teaching methods and also had to deal with the pressure of finding out the answers yourself. Joining climbing for the first 3 months proved to be unsuccessful and so i went back to what i used to love, band. And this was the best decision (no, im not sarcastic) i made in the year of 2006. Joining TJCSB made me realise the value of friends and made me understand the true meaning of music. The music TJCSB produced was so sweet because each and everyone of them are sweet to each other (okay, maybe not all, but you get my point) I loved it from the very beginning. I loved my understanding section and my beloved batchmates. They made my life sweet. But i still had other irritating rumours to squash in the midst of term 2 and my batchmates and section acted as my pillars of support (not including the part where Karyn thought my life was like a tv serial) i love you guys. to bits and bits and bits and pieces. Prelde 26 was my most enjoyable thing this year. Stageband was a whopping success. All the late nights spent rehearsing and making props really did pay off. Then came the boring part of school, tests and examinations. Everyone automatically turned into mugging mode and first came the bighuge notes, then came nagging, then came examinations that should die. hahahah. okay, it wasnt that bad. im happy with my GPA of 3.57. no, actually i want more. I was this close to a 4.o, but noooo. someone had to bloody give me a E in maths in art. argh. okay. then, came holidays and UK grew ever so close. Band practises and tune-in. Where i got to meet so many interesting sec 4s. all friendly and ready to join the TJCSB magic. Yes, then came UK! ahaha. after UK was band chalet and fiesta camp which were tiringly enjoyable. Then came Fiesta Groove which proved to be just as fantastic (yet, not so magical) as prelude 26. Yes, and then came India and now 2007 is here. 2007 sounds weird though. i dunno, say it, two-thousand and seven. I somehow think Two-Thousand and Six or Two-Thousand and Five sound better. oh well. hahahah. yes, 2C again for 2007. Will it prove to be just as good as 2C'05? lets see.

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2006-12-20T19:35:00.000-08:00

hello! i changed my blogskin. goong was abit last season. okay, so now i need to blog about band chalet and band camp. arghhhhh.

Band Chalet!
I missed day 1 of it cause i was on the plane back from UK. So, i left for Aloha Changi on the 2nd day (7th dec.) morning. And i met pz, tino and aida at tamp interchange and we took a bus down to the chalet. the morning was crap ah. just laze around, walk here walk there, update the people on UK and got updated on the happenings in Singapore. and yes, took alot of photos but im too lazy to upload them. ahahahaah. so yes, in the evening was the bbq and it was alright i guess. i only ate the fried rice and the chicken. nothing much. but the food was nice. and gave the J2s the presents and everything. and guess what? my whole section din stay overnight. grrr. ahahaha. so yeah. overnight. we din sleep the whole night, went looking for OCH but got into trouble and so i decided to go back. and yes, played weird games like indian poker and then went to watch the sunrise. came back and i slept for like an hour at the chalet before we had to check out. so checked out and then cabbed with tino back home. went online for awhile. then slept from like 2 till 7. ahahah. on the couch in the living room. i was tired ah. yes, then liddat lohr.

CCHMS concert!
the jetlag wore off! ahahah. so yes, i went on Sunday 10th of December to support dearest Valentino Tan, Karyn Wong, Wu Lingting, Xiangting, Guohong, and YaoZong for their concert at SCH. it was alright i guess. Alumni was the best (duh!) okay. so yes, nearly my whole section was there, except xinling. ohwell. so yeah, took photos and im too lazy to upload. and then, erm, went home? ahahahah.

im postponing band camp. its just too loooong(:

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2006-12-19T05:01:00.000-08:00

erhem. here goes.

Day 8: Nottinghill Gate, Masterclass, Chinese restaurant

In the morning, we tubed to Nottinghill Gate. It's a place where theres this big market, and then we shopped. i bought things! But, i didn't really see the nice antique shops though. But, i bought books and t-shirts. okay, then after that was supposed to be the masterclass for the music people. and the non-music people were supposed to go to some place to shop. but, i decided to go for the masterclass, and it was fun. yay. hahah, and then, we went for dinner at this chinese restaurant where they served this whole mound of charsiew on a plate and our table of 10 people couldn't finish it. hahahah. and just when we about finished eating, a new dish arrived and everyone was so exasperated. hahah. it was nice(:

The People at the Masterclass.

Day 9: Tower of London, Free and Easy Afternoon, LSO concert

Yes, we finally went to the Tower Of London, where i took alot of postcard worthy shots. And we went on a tour with a Yo-Man. And he told us that if anyone wanted to be a Yo-Man, they had to be in the army and get to the highest position and then choose to work at the Tower. So weird right. i mean, who'd wanna work so hard to get to the top position in the army with a clean record, and then work as a tour guide? hahah, funny. Then, theres this weird legend at the tower about ravens. Theres like alot of huge ravens in the tower and legend has it that, if at any one point of time, there are less that 6 ravens in the tower, it'll collapse and the whole of England will be doomed. So, the Yo-Man said that they keep atleast 9 ravens in the tower all the time, just in case. Oh yes, and we saw the crown jewels. they're so wow! like omg, the people who wear them are friggin lucky. Yes, i saw the largest diamond in the world- The Eye Of Africa- and the diamond my mum told me about- The Kohinoor Diamond from India. hohoho. yes, then we went to the white tower, which was a museum and saw cool swords and stuff. yes, then from the tower of london, we were sent off for our free and easy evening. So me, PZ, Jacko, Huiyan, Elene, Melissa, Gerald, YZ, YG and XiuFu went to embankment for a loong lunch. but it wasnt exactly loong. and PZ spilled hot chocolate on herself. But, the toilets at the macs was cooool. like everything is automatic! hahahah. yes, then we were supposed to go for this Piano concert, but the teachers arrived late (like very very late!) and then they told us that there were no more tickets available. So, we went to the north bank of london, where the millenium eye was. AND i wanted to ride it since we had time before the LSO concert, but, the adult fares were too high. damn, i should have gone by myself, cause who knows when i'll go to london next? and who knows that by the time i go there again, they shut down the millenium eye! so we went to walk and took photos and then we went back to the south shore for dinner at subway, where PZ spilled some juice all over the floor! hahahahah. yes, then we went for the LSO concert. They played 3 movements of the same song and the concert was like 2 hours. i guess they were good. but most of us were falling asleep. AH WAIT, before you jump to conclusions, i DID NOT sleep. and im proud of it! hahahah. yes, then we made our way back to the hostel and went for a midnight cup noodles supper. And what with the whole fiasco of boiling water in a pan and washing it like twice and weird people in the kitchen. HAHAH.

Can you see the GV? ahahah lame

Tower Bridge (Postcard Worthy)

The Crown Jewels Place.

Postcard worthy shot of London outline at twilight! (it's real k)

Us at the North Bank

Postcard Worthy London at Night!

Day 10: Shakespeares Globe, Tate Museum, St.Pauls Cathedral, Covent Garden, Sleeping Beauty

We got to Shakespeares Globe in the Morning and spent most of our time around that area. We went in and saw this exhibit about the plays, costumes, props and stuff during Shakespeare's time. Then we went for a tour around the globe. The stage looks abit Cheena to me. And the tour guide told us interesting stuff about the place. Like how theres this whole Heaven, Earth, Hell concept to the stage and how the plays were usually staged and the seats you get for various prices. It was so cool. Like, people even paid to sit on the Balcony of the stage cause they wanted to hear better! And then we went out of the Globe and stood at the river bank and the guide told us about the frost fair. so cool ok! like imagine if the Kallang River Freezes and you can have stores on it and stuff (okay, lame). but the river there is alot bigger and it all freezes up during winter so people can literally walk across from one side to another. And then, we had lunch there after taking alot of photos. Soup Lady Again! only this time, she didn't bring soup. but she brought sandwiches and coke, which was like icy! so i went to get hot chocolate from starhubs (ohh. so gooood!) Then we went to the Tate Modern Gallery which is this factory turned into museum so it has this long pipe thing sticking out. And it was cool too, although i didn't really care about the exhibits. cause, there was this ride thing which was actually an artpiece. like, a long tube thing that goes in spirals and stuff. and it was free and so people wanted to ride them. so i sat there watching them go down and stuff. hahahah, then after that, we crossed the millenium bridge (really innovative cause it was build in 2000 -_-) to get to St.Pauls Cathedral. Took photos and the tubed down to covent garden for dinner. i got lost once(: okay, then we went to the Royal Opera House, which is at covent garden to watch sleeping beauty. It was alright i guess, but it was more like watching a silent movie, and i couldnt understand what was going on, maybe it was just too draggy for me. Yes, then we went back and i slept.

Inside the Globe- The Stage.

Inside the Globe- Audience stands

Tate Modern Gallery.

The Ride / Artpiece.

St.Pauls Cathedral

Day 11: Westminster Abbey, Airport.

In the morning, we went to Westminster Abbey. I got lost at the gift shop cause everyone left me there and went off. lucky i had my phone and it was fully charged. so yeah, walked around westminster abbey and bought stuff for aida, tino and xm. Then i went to attend service, cause it's actually a church. Yes, then we went back to walk abit more and then, went for lunch at chinatown. nice place. hahah. yes, then back to the hostel, took stuff and boarded the coach to the airport. checked in and the usual stuff. boarded plane. flew back home.

Westminster Abbey.

Day 12: Singapore!

It's actually night. So yeah, reached home and blah blah. Actually in London, i wanted to go home and everything, but after i came back, i suddenly wanted to be in London again, fickle, yeah i know. So yes, i couldnt sleep till 330am. and then in the morning left for Chalet.

i'll post about chalet and band camp another time!

2006-12-16T23:34:00.000-08:00

*this is an edited post. *
i decided that the old post was abit plain. just pics and no info about what we exactly did in london. OKAY. i'll give you a day to day review as far as i can remember. the reason being im bored.

Day 1: Singapore, Changi Airport.
So yes. I did not go for band in the morning and my parents drove me to the airport. On the car on my way to the airport. i had a nice long chat with xm. And she was being my mummy. 'You took your toothbrush and cold cream and everything? Take care ah.' hahah. yes i love you too twin. Then we met at the airport and checked in after waiting in an oh-so-long queue. and then we had a briefing with the STA travel person, and then we went into the departure gate. i waved byee to my parents. and we made a loong walk to our gate. and we waited abit more and the boarded the flight to bangkok. i was sitting beside Krislyn, and infront were RongQi and Valerie. Okay, so plane food was bad. then we arrived at bangkok and tried to shop, but failed miserably. and then we boarded our long flight to london, on which i couldn't really sleep. i slept for like 2 hours. but it was memorable and i watched' My Super Ex-Girlfriend.' which is a lame show.

Day 2: London! Trafalgar Square, Chinatown, Covent Garden.
When we got off the flight and into the airport, i thought, if london is this cold only then i can manage without a jacket. but duh, there was a heater on in the airport and dumb me didn't realise. so when we claimed our baggage and got out of the airport, i wasn't wearing my jacket. and brrrrr, it was cold and to make it worse, it was raining. and then we got onto our coach, which was nice and warm. i remember the coach drivers name! Micheal. The first thing he said was that we chose a bad day to arrive cause it was raining and he said no hot food on the coach. So yes, then we made our way to the hostel and caught our first glimpse of rainy london from the coach. at first, i thought it looked just like singapore, except not as many tall buildings and alot more to look at and go 'wow'. So yes, when we reached the hostel, the sky actually cleared up. BUT, when we got out of the coach, that very instant, the angry rain started to pelt at us. and boy, was it cold! so we managed to get inside the hostel and put our luggage in the basement. but when we were in the hostel, it stopped raining. like wth. hahah. yes, then we took the coach to trafalgar square and at my first sight of the place, i went wow! like its beautiful. Then we went to the national gallery where we saw alot of famous paintings by famous people. then we went to macs which was supposedly cheap, but noo. and theres no chilli! all we had was ketchup, but it was not bad also lah. so then, we went to chinatown and walked around abit. yes, and we thought it was snowing, when it really wasn't. so the dumb us went 'omg! its snooooowing!' and this guy who walked past went,' it's obviously too early to be snowing!" and we felt all stupid. so yes, then we went to walk around more and more and went to Buckingham Palace. i found out that the Queen doesn't exactly live there. but something like she works there. And, we saw a rainbow! hahah. we took alot of group shots and everyone was staring at us. like this huge group of people from Asia and like, the teachers were carrying like 20 cameras cause they were helping us take photo. The buckingham palace park is beautiful too. the scenery and everything. its amazing. Finally at night we went to covent garden. but, we only had like 10 minutes to shop around, so naturally i didn't buy anything. and then we took a coach back to the hostel after meeting mr.see. and according to ms.lau, we walked about 10km, but judging by the fact that the main mode of transport for the majority of londoners is walking, it was nothing. Then at night, some of us went the the 24hours tesco. so we walked all the way to canada waters, but we thought the tescos was closed, so we went to the smaller one at the petrol bunk and then went back to sleep.

Trafalgar Square.

Buckingham Palace.

Us at Buckingham Palace.

Day 3: British Museum, Les Miserables
The hostel was alright i guess. 6 people to one room. but the breakfast is rich. like croissant and cereal and sandwich and egg. woah. so yes, we left in the morning after breakfast and we tubed! we walked all the way to canada waters and took the tube down to green park. then we went to the British Museum. It has all the artifacts that the british discovered (or stole) during their rule of nearly 1/3 of the world. We saw alot of interesting things. I especially liked the mummies. (danger, the pictures are a teeny weeny bit graphic) then we walked around the museum for a very long time. we went to see the big big reading room where ghandhi was at in one point of time. And then, we met at a windy windy windyyy road outside the museum and the nice soup lady came! im in love with her! she's so cute and nice. and she served us sandwiches and nice HOT HOT soup. (it felt so good!) Then we went to walk abit around the area. We went to LSE and Kings College and walked around abit too. In the evening, we went to covent garden again and i bought eeyore! We had dinner that day at planet hollywood before going to the theatre to catch les miserables. But you know what? we were 2 minutes, ONLY 2 minutes late. but the show had started alr and so we had to wait outside for abit. Although i slept (dont look at me like that, it was only the second day!) the effects and stuff were good. i especially like the rotating bit of the stage, so it was extremely easy for them to change scenes and everything. and i liked the acting of the little girl and boy(who according to pz, was the same person! so cool right? so young yet so talented!). Then it was very late after the musical, we all went back to the hostel, bathed and slept.

Mr.Mummy (It's real okay!)

The Reading Room.

Eeyore!

Day 4: Royal Albert Hall, Royal College of Music, Wicked!
In the morning, we tubed to Royal Albert hall and took a group photo there. We went in for the tour and when we stepped into the main hall, i was like, 'OMG!'. it's huge and so nicely decorated. It's round and can seat like 5000 plus i think. It makes VCH look pathetic. Too bad, they didn't allow photography inside the hall. But it was magnificent. We sat in a box too. and the view was wow. and like, its amazing that the hall can be turned into a tennis court for the tennis matches. like how innovative! Then we went into the Queen's waiting room and stuff withvelvet chairs and plush cushions. Yes, then we made our way to Prince Albert's Memorial which is build in supposed indian style and with real gold platings on the roof and stuff. It was so cool. and then we went into The Royal College of Music for a tour and lunchtime concert. we had lunch there. and then we went to the lunchtime concert, which was by 3 students on the marimba. it was cool. i liked the 3rd performer the best though. hahah. then we went to walk around and shop i think. Then we went for dinner at this posh restaurant and we were served with chicken and fries. so cool. but i couldn't really enjoy it cause i had this irritating headache. then for desert we had creme brule which was wow. but oh-so-sweet. hahah. then we went to catch wicked, and we wern't late this time! Wicked was absolutely amazing! i enjoyed it the best amongst all the performances we watched in london. What with all the extremely pro actors and their effects and props and everything. it reminded me abit about stage band. hahah. it was good, the show. i want to watch it again if it comes to singapore. yes, then we tubed back to the hostel. Bathed and Slept.

Us at Royal Albert Hall

Day 5: Stonehenge, Roman Baths Museum, Bath
We left london in the morning for Bath and on the way we stopped at Stonehenge. It's an amazing place too. But oh-so-windy. We took a group photo! and i thought the audio guides are really cool. these phone like thingys you press buttons on and listen to. with weird music(: so after stonehenge, where i bought some chocolates, we went to Bath. Bath is so cute. It's like this little town that goes up hill and all the houses are identical. We had cornish pasty for lunch and then we went to the Roman Baths Museum, Bath (i find the name amusing) Walked around and took pictures. they have this natural hot spring thing which is so cool and you can see the water bubbling and steaming. and then the main bath, where the water is green and disgusting. But all the same, it's history! hahah. then after that, we were free to do shopping in bath before we went to our hostel. On the way there, i took some funny pics of eeyore! The hostel is scary, its like some old mansion turned into a hostel and there are weird people there. hahah.

Us at Stonehenge. (Thanks Gerald for the Pic)

Stonehenge

The Main Bath.

Emo Eeyore.

Day 6: Stratford-Upon-Avon, Dinner at Oxford
We only stayed one night at the hostel at Bath. We checked out in the morning and made our way to Stratford-Upon-Avon, Shakespeare's Birthplace. We went to his house and went in and stuff. It was fun. We actually got to see the house like it was when he lived there. Then, we went to walk around abit at bath and shopped. I drank hot Chocolate at this place called the Italian Coffee, and it was great! Two thumbs up! hahah. then, we shopped until evening and met to go to oxford for dinner. We went in and woah, it was magnificent. the whole university is like a town. and Mr.See told us about how his life was in Oxford and stuff. So we had dinner at the great hall(in harry potter) at Christchurch college. The dinner was rich too. hahah. and then we made our way to our oxford hostel.

The Jester at Stratford-Upon-Avon

Day 7: Day Tour of Oxford, Back to London, The Cancelled Concert.
In the morning, we toured Oxford abit. Went to the library and stuff. Then we were free to do shopping and i think i bought alot of things. Lunch was wraps. and then i had some more hot chocolate, which wasnt as nice as the italian coffee one, but still quite good. Then we made our way by coach, back to London. Back at London, we were already abit behind schedule so we had to rush in the hostel and then go to the concert hall for the piano and mezzo soprano voice concert. But, when we got there, we found out, it was cancelled. like wth. but everyone was happy. So we went to this orchard road like place to shop. And i wanted to buy jeans, but decided against it cause it was a bit too ex. So yes, after shopping, we went back to the hostel.

A Library at Oxford University

I'll continue with days 8, 9 ,10 another time , they were the best days i had in UK! hahah. okay. tralalala.

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2006-12-16T08:53:00.000-08:00

Fiesta Groove 2006.

its over. and it was all so fast. so many weeks of practising and screaming and shouting and crying and laughing. all have finally come to an end. its all been so tough, yet enjoyable at the same time. the close ties i made with my besties, section and basically the band is great. and these past few days haven't been really great, but anyhoo. i managed. i love TJCSB. i love TJCSB clarinets. i love TJCSB eye-pea ones 06.

i love aida. you're always there for me, and i hope im always there for you too. thanks for making me smile today and helping me get out of the awful feelings i had the past few days. i love you and next year we should huff and puff and blow pigs house down! oh and eat sissy crackers in class tooo.(:

i love valentino. why do you have to go? well i guess whats done is done. remember to take care of yourself. i love you and we should meet often next year okay! im sorry i teared just now. im not ready to say goodbye yet.

i love chia suyan. thanks for always sitting beside me and listening to all my rantings. although you dont usually participate actively and join in my rantings, its comforting to know that you're there to listen to me. and you are pro, whether you accept it or not. and you look nice with blue hair!

i love lee peizhi. thanks for always knocking sense into my head. you're one of the few sensible people in my life. im really greatful to you for the way you helped me with .erhem. you rock. and yes, i enjoyed the UK trip partly cause of you.

i love wu lingting. mummy! you're straight. please remember that. i have a father. and im perfectly straight. i love you so much you pro pro prooo clarinetist!

i love xinlingching. you dont scandal with my mummy lah. hahaha you're another pro prooooooooooooo clarinetist. dont scold your clarinet k. hahah. yay.

i love karynwong. you ah you ah. i say so much to you alr. i love you lah okay. hahah

i love everyone in TJCSB. you rock.

i love myself too. although i suck(:

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2006-12-15T01:12:00.000-08:00

i didn't know the previous post would cause so much trouble. like wth lah. i don't care anymore. oh and to 'melissa', i didn't mean to get you all offended, i was just stating my opinion and since this is my blog, i think i am entitled to express my feelings openly. so yeah, if you are in someway offended(Which i don't understand why you should be since you were apparantly not involved) then im sorry.

today was a crappy day. i hated it. first : i was late to school. i arrived at 920. im sorry k. then next, i cried during celtic. at least i think no one noticed. third : i couldn't draw cash cause i was late before band. so i had to go opposite to draw cash and then back to school again to pay up for the tickets. then : i can't show my face to like half the band.

okay. but i still managed to get shoes.

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2006-12-14T03:52:00.000-08:00

some people are just born with XXXXXXL sized mouths.
some pieces of crap on this earth just don't know the right moments to open their mouths. It will at least be useful if what they utter is the truth. When it is false and people still bother to listen and believe the content, it bothers me. Some people can't keep their lives interesting enough and so they want to barge in and mess up others lives. they think it's oh-so-cool to open their big fat mouth infront of anyone who'd listen and vomit out all the unnessesary things which only spoil the listeners ears and mind. Uttering vulgarities like no one gives a damn apparantly makes them cool. Right, sure, uttering dirty, foul words and going around town speaking as though you own the god damn place is cool? Yeah, riiight. At least keep them to yourself man, spreading the dirty disease to everyone and even to those who might not want to. like hello, be considerate at least. go around critisizing people for their looks or habits. PLEASE, take a look at the mirror first and think about the things that you might have to change. You havn't done that, but you laugh at others whose looks are apparantly unflattering. Yeah, as if yours are. You know what, whether knowingly or not, you've made many people's lives miserable. You can continue putting on a facade of coolness and knowingness. but hello, you can't do math for nuts. so shut up and mind your own business. crap.
on a brighter note:
thank you peizhi. you're a gem. i love my clarinet section. oh oh oh, and we got ties for $2 each. jealous?!

2006-12-13T04:45:00.000-08:00

according to blogger, this is my 100th post. anyway! im baaaaaaaaaaaaaaack.
UK was fun. i enjoyed the last two days the best. i dont feel like blogging about the whole of it. but yeah, it was fun! thanks to all the people who made it fun for me. okay, band chalet was fun tooo. i love valentino tan and nur aida. grrr. and i just came back from band camp. 3/4 highlights of my holidays are done. now im looking forward to FIESTAgroove , i think it's gonna be fun. hope i dont sound that bad. ahr. i suck lah, i can't play for nuts. KARYN WONG SHIMIN I LOVE YOU. im always here for you. maybe i might decide to post pics later. but not now, later. im really really really tired now. grrr.

why do you have to act so different? you confuse me.

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2006-11-11T18:47:00.000-08:00

hey(: im listening to pirates of the caribbean now! hahah yay i love that song. and im playing 1st for it(: oh oh and i love suyan(although she likes me to a large extent ONLY): ) cause she's always been there for me and ever since prelude we've always been playing the same parts and for all songs too. yay(: she's so pro can! she can sightread and play like super fast, no wonder she's the ASL. haha i love karyn wong too and lee peizhi and wu lingiting and and xinling(sorry i dunno your surname) nyahahah. actually thats my complete section now. the reason i dun wanna elaborate on. and i dont miss my old section ~~at all~~ anymore. well actually i never did maybe except for some people. by old section i mean last year's one. hahah. UK trip coming up, more importantly, monday's coming up. nyahahah. yay. okay, now im being random already. aww pirates so nice(: it feels good to be able to play a song i like with people i like for once. lalala. theres the UK trip briefing tomorrow and then theres band. ohkay, so exhausting. okay i think i'll blog again later today. byeeee(:

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2006-11-09T04:06:00.000-08:00

hello(: today was a slack day at home. well, i was supposed to go and wash flushed away with suyan and peizhi but pz couldn't go and so we didn't go.): ladeelaa tomorrow got band(: i wanna play el cam FIRST (the slow part is oh-so-tiring) tomorrow is so hectic. ohwell, MONDAY HURRY UP CAN((: hahah. ohkay im waiting for the 9 o'clock show on channel 5 called without warning (how snazzy!). i think the concept of the show is quite nice, but then again why do they have to make it seem like all the bad stuff is happening at the same time? so weird. oh no wait, theres the amazing race asia on AXN at 9. die. i think i'll watch amazing race i think. but i guess i'll lose interest in it after a while. hmmm. im bored(: yeah, i wanna do math. and finish it before i go to UK. dumdeedum. im looking forward to UK trip, i'm looking forward to not being around certain people. but i'll sure miss my family and my section and ximin(raar, you got special mention) dumdeedumdee. so crappy. i like my blogskin(for the millionth time!) and goong is still nice but not as nice as before, the craze is starting to wear off (i bet xm is giving me the 'see i told you so' face now) OK, i've taken a new oath,im going to be thrifty! (don't look at me like that, i can do it!) and so im not gonna spend money unnessasarily. why the new leaf? cause i wanna buy something and i want to buy it with my OWN money. well technically, the money isnt mine but my parent's cause they give me allowance. but then again, i saved it so i have the right to use it. nyahhh! okay. now im getting really bored. oh oh oh i miss 2c. i dunno why, so random right? 2c'05 rocks(: better than, ah nevermind. OH AND YOU KNOW, i have this deranged upstairs neighbour who's indian and like all of a sudden you can hear him/her drumming on the floor to some wacko indian tune. the first time i heard it was when my brother was still here and we were watching this tamil movie on tv and then when there was a song the person started drumming the tune. me and my brother exchanged sceptical looks. ahahahah. im going to india after fiesta(: cause anyway im not involved in the OGL thingy so im gonna go spend some time with my cousins and after a loooong loooooooong time all 4 of us(me,mum,dad and bro) are going together(: yay. hahah i love my family((: what would i do without you guys? im so blessed to be surrounded by people i love and people who love me. thanks God! i guess im just a lucky person when it comes to this(: okayy. now im bored. like extremely. i like cranberry juice(: random.

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2006-11-08T04:43:00.000-08:00

hey. im really tired now. had band today. and it was fruitful. i think i've made quite abit of improvement in the pieces. i lovelovelove cavetown(: this week was alright, im looking forward to monday((: and then to tune-in and UK trip. ohwell, im really really bored, thats why im blogging. ok, i've got nothing to say. okay, buhbye(:

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2006-10-30T06:45:00.000-08:00

omg today was FUNNN(:
woke up in the morning with nth much to do and then was watching tv and all. then went to parkway to meet xm. then we jalan jalan walk walk and we were bored. parkway is boring(maybe except the shoes and perfume) and then we decided to got to swensens for lunch. i dunno why but whenever im with xm, im overcome by the sudden urge and temptation to eat in a high-class restaurant and burn a BIG hole in my pocket. but i think its worth it. i ate chicken baked rice and xm ate salmon&mushroom baked rice. we shared the sundae and fries. we talked alot while waiting for our food, talked alot while eating it, and talked alot while digesting it too. hahah. oh and xm, cheer up yeah? i still love you no matter what, and it'll always be that way.(: its just so coincidental that xm and i experiance nearly the same emotions due to nearly the same events in our lives. its not only this once, but many, many times before. i guess YOU arn't the only one im worried about at the moment. im worried for xm. and if you read this, please understand kay. i might not always be around when you need me but i'll sit down and hear you out whenever i can yeah? i mean, what are twins for? ohkay. and after eating came the bill. i actually wanted to leave, but somebody made me sit down and settle the bill. and it cost a grand total of.....$36.96(including GST and service charge) nyahaha. we're both gonna grow fat. bleh. and then then then, i went to draw cash and xm mysteriously disappeared. and i had to go down and look for her. and we walked around somemore and finally decided to head down to school. and on the bus, xm gave me a rose, nicely wrapped and tied with orange ribbon(:, for my performance tonight. thats why she mysteriously disappeared! hah. and then we went to school and went to the bandroom, only to discover the scandal. and then went for the OGL interview and then i rushed home for performance. left with mum and cabbed down to esplanade. and the performance was ohkay. not so mentionable. ohwell. ok now im bored and i wanna watch goong, so buhbye.

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2006-10-28T21:03:00.000-07:00

here i am blogging again, cause im bored. band yesterday. it was alright. 3 people in my section. karynjie had cip, lingtingmummy was sick and peizhimomo had SC stuff. so it was only me, suyan and xinling! hahah. yay, i love the two of them. they made me smile all through band prac(: but my lips dieded. i played one first, one second and 2 thirds parts. we tried 4 songs. first one was some booooring piece called fiesta -something- mexicana which was full of OH-SO-HIGH notes. but its alright, cause i played 2nd. bleh. then the second was this one called Celtic Child. I played 3rd((: and it was nice. i like the intro of the song where theres only the bells, chimes and clarinets playing. OH-SO-NICE((: and we're choosing that for fiesta!!((((: nyahahah. then we tried the piece we played quite long ago called, 'Three Extraordinary Adventures' it's nice. but very loooooong. and to make things worse, i played first): but i didn't die as much as i expected to. then came el camino. hahah, i like the piece and i can play! yay. but xinling died, cause she plays first and that song has the OH-OH-OH-SO-HIGH notes. hahah. jiayou TJCSB clarinets, we can do it(: today is boring. its a sunday and tomorrow is monday. and theres another round of interviews for orientation. ohwell.

saranghingayou!

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2006-10-27T01:31:00.000-07:00

One year has passed!
omg, i cant believe it, it was so friggin fast.):
i'll miss alot of things in 2006. It was a good year. i got to meet so many good people like my batchmates, my section. my life has pretty much revovled around band, and im happy about it. because band really taught me who i am and as ms nansi put it, 'most poeple grapple with it than you think.' and im thankful, to all the wonderful people from band, especially the year ones. My section(: I love you guys. thanks for making me feel so comfortable in band. You're the BEST SECTION EVER. and we'll rule Fiesta! I couldn't wish for a better section, although all the rocky times we've been through, we've always stuck together. We overcame everything despite how difficult it was. I loved the times we sat and talked and laughed and made fun of each other. There's still time left for us, but thinking that one years worth of life has gone past, it's really really sad. thinking that i only have a good 6 months with karyn,lingting,suyan,peizhi and xinling before they start preparing for A'levels, its hard. but lets jiayou for Fiesta k! and SYF'07 and Prelude 27. It's all going to be great, with you by my side. My Batchmates! OMG, i love you guys to bits and pieces. it's already been one full academic year and we've known each other so long already. I loved the batch-outings we had this year. I loved the times we spent playing truth or dare, i loved the gossips with aida and xm. i loved the chocolate waffle outings with xm. thankyou. we've got 3 more years to go and lets chiong all we can. and we'll be like the BESTESTESTESTEST friends in this galaxy! and to 1F'06. we're gonna be the one and only 1F in the history of Temasek Academy, i hope. And it's been great knowing you guys. Ever since orientation till now, its been a great but rocky experiance. and we managed everything together. forgive me for being such a lousy class rep and i really hope that we'll all remember each other in the years to come. oh,

and to YOU. i'm really really sorry. although i dont know what im sorry for. if it was me who did something wrong, you should have told me. i really enjoyed the one and a half terms we actually talked and were friends. It was great to know someone so alike myself and i always smiled when i thought the friendship would last. then i dontknow why you chose to break everything off and be so cold. i dont know if you care, but you made me feel all misunderstood. and i sincerely hope that you'll take next year as a new start and even if we don't get into the same combi, you'll at least say hi when we pass each other in the corridors. once again, im really sorry. if there was anything, forget it this year and please come back as the old YOU. (:

ohwell. so emo, well actually no lah. I LOVE THIS BLOGSKIN! hahah its so cute(:
goong a.k.a Princess Hours rocks(:

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2006-10-22T21:03:00.000-07:00

hello!
results are out and im alright.
yay. my total GPA i calculated is 3.5(:
i HOPE i can get into triple science. im eligible(:
I've been watching Princess Hours(Goong) on youtube and omg it's wonderful!It's like one of the best Dramas i've ever watched. and im hooked onto it. omg it rocks(:
im in the bandroom now and xm is here too. and im boored. youtube is dying on me. ohwells. on saturday band people came to my house to celebrate deepavali and it was FUN(: we ordered food from bombay cafe and yumyum.okay, im reallly bored. tell me what to do?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIDA!
you're old(:

2006-10-22T07:09:00.000-07:00

2006-10-10T05:33:00.000-07:00

hahah exams are OVER(:
and it's my first day free. but im bored. well suggesting by the fact that i spent nearly 7 hours today watching America's Next Top Model Cycle 5 today on youtube. yay. ANTM rocks. and cycle 7 is kick-ass! im rooting for anchal cause i think she's the first indian model on the show and her photos are really good. Im waiting for the next episode to be out on youtube (: Tomorrow is band cleanup and im going out with my section after that. i think we're gonna watch a movie or something. it's been so freaking long since i spent quality time with these people. stupid exams kill everything. but they're over now. and i hope this 2 months will be jolly. what with the UK trip, Band Chalet, Band Camp and Fiesta groove up. i hope to spend a lot more time getting to know people and because of things that have happened, i've really learnt how to live life without getting hurt, cheated, backstabbed or betrayed by anyone. and if i do seem an odd bit quiet or withdrawn these few days, then dont really care about it cause that probably means i've changed. and now, im quite sure that change is a good thing. LOVE(:
i really want to talk to these people for a LOOOONG LOOOOONG time.
1) My sectionmates (hopefully i get to do so tomorrow)
2) Cai Ximin - although we've talked alot these days, im thinking it's not enough. we've got LOADS more to talk about and lets have one of those Sharing of Intellectual Opinions that Matter Sessions soon(:
3) My Brother - he's only coming in December):
4) Valentino Tan - Exam times limit us from talking much. We used to crap alot and these few days i've seen you very little this exam period. I really need to sit down and talk to you.
5) Myself - I need to spend sometime reflecting this pass year and learn from all the mistakes i've comitted and make sure i don't repeat them again.
okay. enough crapping for one day i think.
i made a collage for my section mates(:

yay(:
ok REALLY enough crapping(:

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2006-10-06T07:12:00.000-07:00

hello(:
today was an afternoon of RELAXATION. im mugging again from tomorrow. well, it isn't really tough cause i finished revising history. there's only geog. whoopee(:
maths was like %!$#%^&*
i couldn't do like 12984038470237 sums. i think im gonna fail. darn it. maths was my best subject. last year):
Lang Arts was okay i guess. i did my summary first and i had just enough time.
the THREE SCIENCES were also %!$#%^&*
ok,maybe not as bad as maths lah.):
Tamil today.
it was okay. but they should have given 1/2 hour from the tamil paper to the science papers.
like wth can. each paper for tamil was like 2 hours. and each paper for science was like 1 hour. darnnn.i'll give a suggestion, make the duration for sciences loooonger.
exams are drawing to an end and i can't wait for next week cause there's band clean-up and banner painting. but 13/10/2006 (which happens to be friday the 13th) is gonna spoil everything cause we're getting our results, i think. oh wells. i like this skin and CENTURY GOTHIC is my kind of font(:
i did random stuff today.

this ones got me and my besties(:

this ones dedicated to my twin. (who never fails to make my day)

this ones supposed to be for nicholas, but i dont have enough pics with him):
this ones a combination of all(:

so random. i need to make these for my section.

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2006-09-30T07:42:00.001-07:00

hmm. its weird that my blog is usually dead and here i am suddenly blogging 2 days before the exams. omg. im so screwed. i've been studying all day long and all i can think of now is v=u+at bleh. omg my brain is so saturated that it cannot take anymore information. oh thats like the light saturation point for plants isn't it? omg. im going mad. but it's alright i can barely wait for the 9th. cause after history and geog, then it'll all be over. i found alot of interesting blogs a while ago. and now i must admit that im not online that often, and isn't because i'm appearing offline. oh no, its because i simply find no need to use the computor anymore. it's funny. i felt so bad cause i had to get my tablet later than others and here i am not even appreciating it's presence. but it does you no good to have your own personal laptop. trust me. it just makes you into a foul,ignorant,eccentric person to stare into the computor screen literally 24/7. it sounds like fun yeah. but it destroys you. your brain becomes so saturated with goodies that it forgets about the important stuff in life. they say the computor gives us freedom, through the internet. no, it takes our freedom away. our mind, when let alone is free to wander into so many things, but when you use your computor too much, your mind has no choice and starts relying on the computor for everything. something i so lovingly call computor-maniacism.
these are some symptoms of computor-maniacism.
1) You think of typing when you write.
2) You prefer watching sitcoms on youtube.
3) You eat very very fast or very very little just to spend more time on the computor
4) You're online 24/7
5) You expect everything to be as fast as your broadband connection.
6) You can't study
7) You get low grades because you know you're spending too much time on the computor
8) You want to stop using the computor but just can't seem to.
9) The only thing you want to do during physics is blogging.
10) The internet is your ONLY source of entertainment

all these from experience? maybe. nope. computor, not my thing. anymore.

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2006-09-30T07:42:00.000-07:00

2006-09-28T22:44:00.000-07:00

wake up. September's ending (:

I love September. It has been the best month of the year. Let me list the events that make me feel this way.
September 5th - National Arts Council; National Indian Music Competition Veena Preliminary Rounds.
i got into the finals(: aida,tino,karyn and suyan came to watch. i went to kbox for the first time in my life. i had loads of fun(:
September 7th - National Arts Council; National Indian Music Competition Veena Final Rounds.
i got first(omg.so ego). (: aida,tino,suyan and nicholas came to watch. I was high for the rest of the day. They called me in the evening to perform at the prize winners concert.
September 8th - National Arts Council; National Indian Music Competition; Prize Winner's Concert.
i performed, infront of like a 100 odd people. and people whom i didn't even know shaked my hand. oh and i recieved my trophy and cert(:
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then i can't remember the dates. but yeah, i got a new bag. and new shoes. and i discovered by new found love for the veena. and erm, i got my hair rebonded. and i got along better than usual with certain people. and i was chosen to go to UK at the end of november. well yeah. September rocked. but sadly, it's coming to an end. i want to be someone big in the music world when i grow up. and i'm going to work towards it.(: but now it's time to study.

((new blogskin if you haven't already noticed))

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2006-09-03T04:50:00.000-07:00

the holidays are here. why am i not excited? i dunno. it feels so weird this time. cause i think this is the most packed hols i ever had. NAC and preparation for promos. er, maybe not. I loved friday. it was teachers day and i got to go out with karthika. after i dunno how long. so my day started like this. i slept till 9am. omg record can. i usually cant sleep past 8 even on sundays. then my mum passed me the phone immediately after i woke up. and i was like huh. then the screen said 'karthika home' so i answered. and that woman asked me if i wanted to go to bishan for 'window' shopping. not the inverteds please. then blah blah the morning was insignificant except for the fact that i went all the way to serangoon gardens by foot to collect my mum's registered post from the post office. then at around 3 i went to bishan to meet karthika and we walked around talking alot of crap. hahahah. i miss last year where we used to go for tuition together. then i had to transfer to IP. blehs. oh and whats interesting is that she's in pingyi, im in tj, we both take the same bus home and i've never met her as in talked to her even once on the bus the whole year. woah. hahah. and she better come to TJ next year. or else she'll DIE. hahahahah. (: Band yesterday. it was fun. sectionals was nice except me and suyan were being anti-social. no we were forced to. hahah went home early after band. i had fun walking to the interchange with suyan karyn and lingting. i love all of them. (: im dreading next year can. all these nice people will leave. but yeah thats life isnt it. ):

nahahah. i shan't think about that now and treasure the time we have left. but anyhoo,
karyn+suyan+lingting+peizhi+xinling+grace+lynette = LOVE(:
my rainbow(:

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2006-08-29T05:15:00.000-07:00

today was a normal day. elective was, alright. theres some presentation on some NGO tml.
i like my group (:
hahah. the afternoon was alright i guess. spent some time with my twin in the bandroom. (:
nothing much to say.

band tomorrow.
El Camino (:

i've gotta start improving.
im beginning to feel like Harry in Harry,Ron and Hermione. (:

isn't that good?
yeah i suppose so. it feels so weird now.

oh and aida.
im sorry okay. i didnt mean to ignore you everytime you dont do something. sorry okay. i'll try not to do that anymore. (: i wont force you to do anything anymore. even if i do, dont listen to me.

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2006-08-28T03:32:00.000-07:00

hahahah.

omg today was FUN (:
i've not seen that word in my posts for an ultra long time. maybe it was just the days huh.
hahahahah. anyways, in the morning, i went to school (DUH.) walked around track with Trishpal. then dumdeedum slacked in the canteen while waiting for electives to start and then went to slack in the library for a while. on the way to the library, i met twin. she wanted me to help her with maths after elective. so yeah yeah, went for elective and it was alright. watched some video on the vietnam war and hippies. hoho. hahah then after elective, i called twin and she said she was at the MS and was already doing her maths. so i was like okay. and i went to the bandroom to practise. i practised the whole paragraph of running notes of El Camino (:
hoho. i feel good. I CAN PLAY. HA. no matter what other people say now, I CAN PLAY. okaay. then i was too bored cause i was the only one in the bandroom, so i made my way to the MS to find twin. and i tried to braid her hair but failed miserably ): its not my fault lah. ITS HER HAIR CAN. go condition it NOW. (: hahah.
then we lunched. went back to the bandroom to slack. and woah the aircon was super shiok. hahah. drew the words on the teachers day cards . eeew my art. then slacked somemore and watched princess mononoke. hahah and then, twin took my phone to message her friend and i wanted it back. both of us were on the floor drawing on the cards and she REFUSED to return my phone back to me. so i tickled her and she literally rolled on the floor laughing. omg. so crazy can. then we slacked somemore and then it was finally time to leave so we left hahah. took 229 to interchange and we realised how easy primary school life was. damn i miss those days.
WEDNESDAY. lang arts night. booked for dinner by twin after band.
I LOVE MY TWIN! a.k.a CAI XIMIN (:

hahah. arnt you honoured?

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2006-08-19T06:02:00.000-07:00

Its Saturday.
Band.
i dont want to talk about it.
so i'll skip straight to anti-comm meeting.
yeah, so the anti-comm(part of it atleast) - me, guohong, aida, jaqueline, ximin, eugene and lingting went to KFC after band for anti-comm meeting. hahahah. so fun can. i love these people (:
we discussed about the games for tune-in and fiesta. yeah, Just Do It (: HAHA. so hilarious. and lingting is such a good secretary. hahah
these are the few people who make me want to come for band.
otherwise. i might as well ~~quit~~.
why am i feeling this way?
well because they say hardwork pays off, but YEAH RIGHT.
it never does. not to me atleast. i put in so much effort trying to improve myself. I BLOODY PRACTISED WHEN IM SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING CAN. but no, apparantly, im not good enough. well yeah. i agree im not the best. but at least give me a chance. i've just wasted the whole of last week. now on, im not going to care.
i hope my NAC competition turns out good. im trying my true best. im starting to think that playing the veena is the only thing im good at.
OH. and the NAC comp is on the 5th of September (Tuesday) at 9 in the morn. thats only the semi-finals. if i get through then the finals is on the 7th of September (Friday) at i dunno what time YET. (:
thanks to all the people who want to come support me. you're all welcome. (:
im so not in a good mood now. rahr.

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2006-08-15T19:19:00.000-07:00

in physics now.

i find pleasure in blogging during physics. tatatadum.
so many things happened in this long gap of not blogging. let me try and recall all the events.(at least those worth mentioning)
1) NATIONAL DAY '06!
it was fun. we had a band performance. so i had to reach school by 640. dumdeedum. and blah blah the usual stuff. the parade was alright i guess. at least they marched properly. but then, the emcees screwed up the arrival of the principal. oh wells. things happen. and the sit-down concert. for the first half we stood at the gallary of the hall. it wasnt pleasent to my ears standing next to the blaring speakers. but yeah. i was surrounded by the most fantastic and wonderful people in my life. hahah. the arrangement was as such.
suyan-peizhi-karyn-lingting-me-tino-aida.
my section. and my besties. wonderful.
hahah. and then we went back down for our concert. i think it went well. suyan played her solo well. but the audience were talking away. and many people said that we couldn't be heard. oh wells. like i said. things happen. after the celebrations i went to my beloved aida's house with tino. and we crapped alot. we played this game called CSI. but it got boring after a while. then we were joined by isaac. oh then we played the game of life which was super fun. we laughed alot. the $100,000 salary lasted me for like 2 seconds. rahr! but either ways. i love my besties to bits and pieces and micro-pieces and nano-pieces. oh and isaac too! (:
im sorry aida and tino. i might have been tough and insensitive and whatnot. im sorry i throw my problems at you guys. but you guys never mind and always lend me your listening ears and your shoulders. i've never met better friends in my life as both of you.
TO MY DAAARLING TINO!
i love you darling and take care. we really miss you in school. and i really hope you'd come. you always cheer me up and sometimes you freak me out by reading my mind. you always know when im not alright and you always do something or the other to cheer me up. thanks for your ice-creams and sweets. you mean alot to me and aida. so you've got to hold on and come back to us. you've got to be the OLD tino. the one i knew in the beginning of the year. though i wasnt close to you then. you were the key for me to join band. it was through you that i got this wonderful life i never would have got if i hadn't joined band. so im grateful to you. im thankful to God to have you as my bestie. i truly am. i would never take anything to replace you. take care once again. i want to see your face soon.

i love my life because of these people. (:
i send my love to
1) AIDA and TINO!
2) Karyn Wong!
3) Chia Suyan!
4) Wu Lingting!
5) Lee Peizhi!
6) Cai Ximin!
7) Gautham Viswanadam Raghavendhar!
8) MICKEY! (:

hahaha. im not biased can!
this post is such a contrast to the last one.

oh and come watch me perform my veena at the National Indian Music Conmpetition 2006. held at The National Library Drama Centre. Im participating in the Intermediate Catagory. On the 5th (semi-finals) and if i get through 7th (finals). hahah. so ego lah me. (:

that was random

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2006-08-01T18:44:00.000-07:00

Physics now.

I find it okay nowadays. Maybe i'm the kind of person who can only learn when the teacher goes through the stuff on powerpoint slides. I NEED TO BUCK UP. like seriously. I cant survive in IP like this. i dunno. Nowadays i keep thinking maybe i should have stayed in cedar. I felt more at home in my class. although i might be in different classes now. i know that if i had stayed on all the twocee'05 people would just have gotten closer. i never understood why i chose to come to IP. this place where everything's so different and strange. this place where you can't really trust anyone although its 90% group initiative and they emphasize so much on teamwork. At the roots, it's still human being for himself/herself. Is it going to be like this in the future. Is the world going to get oh-so-competitive up till the point where people won't get married and they live ALONE. and they wont have children cause their scared the children would be better than them. eeww. ask all of them to go and DIE. competitiveness is meant to be something for you to work for.. NOT for people to feel demoralised because others treat them like crap just because they can't do things as well as them. In cedar it was healthy competition and because of that everyone enjoys life.
I WISH I COULD JUST PRESS THE REWIND BUTTON ON LIFE.
but noooo. people dont allow you to go back. i prefer myself when i was back in cedar. i can't stand myself now. i look at myself in the mirror and think. JUST SLAP. urgh. go and DIE myself. stupid i dont want.
look at TA, yeah its fun but it has its own share of disadvantages. for one, you have to stare at weird and funny questions for math and science which are way above your level and crack your head to get the answer by hook or crook. next, you're in this extremely small class where almost everyone cares about themselves and dont spare a thought about how others feels. next, you get a feeling that you're stupid and that you cant do anything because others are just so good at it and they have the opportuinity to do stuff they want and you're stuck following a mundane lifestyle. GO AND DIE.
And people are just so hypocritical. they go around talking bad about someone and in the end, they're like 'i dont really mind them.' like wow. you just spilled out a dictionary of bad stuff and now you're going to be okay with that person? i dunno. And when you realise you're the only one with 0% musical talent in the whole section and you just feel like banging your head on the wall and dying cause you can't play a single not properly, it just makes you feel alotalot worse. Im thankful to God that i have a considerate, kind and happy-go-lucky section cause they just make my day.
And when you feel so late. cause you think only if you had joined a little earlier. and you knew people for a longer time. and you didn't have to try and piece yourself in an already complete jigsaw puzzle. And only if you didn't have to be so different in every way. looks, race, instrument? it's not my fault GODDAMMIT.
If only the day got much worse. much much worse.
When you know you're not accepted and people talk behind your back to make more friends. wow. I cant understand why. Oh and i just HAD to ask for the day to get much worse. GO AND DIE. when people treat you well cause they want something. OPPORTUNISTS. cause they want answers. help. and after that when you o say hi, they just dont care anymore. cause you're just not of any use anymore for a fixed period of time. So thats it huh. they use you cause you've got stuff and they throw you away into the garbage when they dont need you. and when they need your help again, they pick you up from the dumps and pretend they never threw you away. GO AND DIE PEOPLE DIE! i can't understand. And the kind of people who talk to you until they get some high post that they're too cooked up with to even acknowledge you. cause they have an excuse that they're too busy but yet you see them now talking to people of equal status, equal post. GO AND DIE.
I didn't mean for this post to be so long but yeah. Im just in an extremely bad mood so stay away if you dont want to get shredded into strips and sent home packed in a box.

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2006-07-23T20:40:00.000-07:00

hello!

im rotting at home today. cause its a holiday. so weird lah. i mean polling day was ages ago and our holiday is today. but ohwells.
i watched the Miss Universe 2006 Pageant just now. and i must say up till the last point i was expecting Japan to win. but ohwell. im contended with 1st runner up. x)
You see in life, so many opportunities come and go. and sometimes the people with the most potential get shunned aside just because others are like jealous or what. (this has NOTHING to do with the miss universe pageant). If you want to choose someone to lead just because they'll listen to whatever you say and not make any desicions of their own then why do you even make people go through the process of nomination and selection? you might as well, one fine day come up in front of everyone and announce who are your successors without at processes right. actually, i dont think i have any right to say this cause im not "a part" of you guys anymore. but yeah. think about it. cause whatever your doing is hurting people. and it isnt nice. you're just throwing everyone into jeapordy.oh wells. that was random. no actually it wasnt.

say cheese everyone.

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2006-07-21T01:44:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
i have tuition later and i reached home today at 4.00. it feels good to be home early once in a while.
and YES. i shall post about wednesday.
hahaha. TJ celebrated Racial Harmony Day on Wednesday although its like today. but ohwells x).
Since i had committed to so many people that i'd bring saris for them, i had alr brought half the saris on tuesday and put them in my locker. And then i wore my blue sari to school. hoho. i took 20 minutes to tie it okay. then i brought those other saris that people asked for on tuesday to school.
and then the frenzy started. one by one people poured into the toilet and i was tying their saris for them. i think i still remember the order.
1) Beatrice
2) PeiZhi
3) Charlene
4) Coco
5) Aida
6) Eastina
7) Karyn
8) Ximin
it might not be accurate. but thats how many people i tied for. and then me and ximin missed assembly with the whole group of karyn friends. after that civics was in the audi. so we went straight there and watched the TA racial harmony pageant. it was fun x). yes and then blahblah lessons and more lessons. and we din have langarts so i was dismissed at 11.55. I went to the bandroom to wait for twinnie to finish her lessons so that we can set off the parkway. she was supposed to finish at 2.40. but my smart twinnie was let off early at 1.45. and so we made our way to parkway where twinnie shopped for her present. and i was just walking super slowly cause i had enough of rushing that morning. and blahblah. we ate at deli-france. we pretended to be high-class and hahah. it was fun. after that we went to buy rings. and we bought twinnie rings. so nice. i love my twinni a.k.a ximin. x) [ i know you love me too ] after that we came back to school and there was band. nothing interesting happened after that.

and thursday was just plain boring. and i realised alot of things about some people.

and today was another boring day. damn tuition.

x)

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2006-07-18T00:41:00.001-07:00

There's this person i dislike strongly. It's funny how first impressions change. you know when i first met him/her, he/she was a very good person. at least i thought so. and then it all changed and now i know that person's true colours. he/she bitches about his/her own friends. like wth! they are your friends and no matter how much you irritate them, they still tolerate you! eurghh.

oh and theres this other person whom i used to not really like. but she turned out to be a great friend! this person im proud to say the name! hahaha. its my twinnie ximin! i love you girl.

and this other two people who are oh so cute and hahah. just to fun to be with. both of them never fail to make me smile. they're like my bestestestest friends. tino and aida. i love you guys! (and i know you love me too! x) )

i love my life. thanks to these three people.

we're besties/twinnie's forever okay!

tata

(hahah. so random)

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2006-07-18T00:41:00.000-07:00

2006-07-17T02:22:00.000-07:00

hello. im blogging from the bandroom.
hahah.
karyn wong is beside me! i love karyn wong! x)
and karyn wong says: "i love you too."
she's wearing pink socks and blue rubberband. and she loves tasmanian and hello kitty. she lovesme but doesnt love herself.
so crappaye!
hahah. oh and about today at school. hey, to the two of you guys,
dont worry okay! i'll love you like forever no matter what happened. and i dont think its your faults anyways. you did nothing wrong in my eyes. you guys rawk and will always do so.

i love my besties : tino and aida.

you guys make my day man,

and i love my chocolate waffle patner : ximin.

hahahah. arnt you honoured?

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2006-07-16T06:41:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG OMG

Temasek Junior College Symphonic Band - TOP BAND! FOR National Band Competition 2006.

IM SO PROUD OF YOU GUYS!

i wish i was there. but ohwells. great job. all the hours of practise and hardwork paid off so well! we thrashed RJC! and that's great. TJCSB is full of wonders and wonderful people. and yes, the alumni+the present bandmembers in the alumni deserve this award so much! and goodluck for your encore performance next week. although i think it'll be much easier then compared to today.

and thus, this is the true TJCSB spirit. actually, in every band, there is this spirit, but so far, i've only seen this truly expressed purely in TJCSB. yes, great job CSB too! you're a gold band now!

and one more good news.

i have decided what i want to be in the future. and im going to work for it. no it's not the typical me. nopes. well, maybe a bit.

hahah. ask me if you wanna know oh-so-badly. (hahah. i know you do)

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2006-07-02T23:38:00.000-07:00

yay. new skin. AGAIN. oh. i changed my phone. Nokia N71. hahah.
its beautiful. two cameras. mp3 player. oh and it has a usb cable with it. hahah. usually nokia asks us to buy it ourselves. but ohwells. but now i feel guilty. cause it cost quite abit. hmm.
okay.
I won't change my phone till university
its a ~~empty~~ promise. x)

i'll try lah ok.

hahahah. yay. Bro's Back. and its been FUNFUN.x)
we roamed around in the car this sat and sunday. and he was driving.
its so nice to have the whole family around again. x)
loveLOVE

okayy. BUHBYE.

erhem, i mean

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2006-06-28T18:24:00.000-07:00

hoho; in tamil lesson now. i finished my essay early so i can do my own work. and tada, im blogging. you know, my tamil teacher wants me to become a writer. hahahah. and im like woah. NO WAY. hahah. oh yes, yesterday after school ximin and i had an intellectual valued opinion sharing session in the bandroom. then we went to eat chocolate waffle. i miss the prelude days man. tsk. hah. yay! i love CAI XIMIN. hahah. aren't you honoured?

batch blog. yay.

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2006-06-26T06:23:00.000-07:00

i haven't been blogging since last thursday. hmph.

Last Friday
Went to Cedar for sectionals and band prac. (well, just sectionals atleast). so yeah, met cheryl in the morning and we went to school after a veryvery long time. and then, everything was so different. for one, there was no big brownish building along the pathway to cedar anymore cause they renovated cedar pri. and it looks un-primary-schoolish. and then inside cedar, hmm, ok lah, not much change. i guess some uniform groups were having leadership selection camps. and i saw FATH! hahah. and then hrmm, we went to find our sections after tracy gave us a warm welcome.

hahah. (brief conversation between me and tracy)
Tracy : OH MY GOD!
me : hahah. do you remember us?
Tracy : No, I DONT! (she was kidding of course)
me : HAH. fine. boo x(

ahahah. i miss all of thems. esp the twoceeians. haha. i miss standing beside tracy for assembly and asking her to pull up socks, pull up tie, button up blah. hahah.

hmm yes. i went to find my section. and i found them at the firstfloor onecee classroom. ( my two years ago classroom ). yeah and reunion blah. haha. and they had tutoring! i chose a perfect day to go back man, please note the sarcasm. but yeah, it was fun anyways. after about 2 hours of tutoring, i kept my instru. cause i didn't want to go in for combined. and so me, cheryl and zhijie were outside the bandroom watching the guides do formations and marching when siru arrived. hahah. and yes, i talked to siru and blah. hmm. yes and when combined ended and ms sia came out, she asked me "are you in the band?" and i said yes and nodded and she just walked off. hahah. typical her. ohwells.

Saturday Evening
Saradha's Dance Arangetram! i went to buy flowers and teddy bear for her. hahah. its been so long since i've seen her. wow. i tell you the Arangetram was HIGH CLASS man. hahah, yay! im so proud of adha! hahahah. GREAT JOB DARLING! yup, she dances real well!

hmm.

then sunday was unfruitful. getting ready for school.
and today, maths test is not worth mentioning (ok lah, not too bad ) and erm. yeah, went out with suyan to parkway to study at macs. and in the end we DID study. but we also shared interesting gossips. hohoho. yay! I love this woman! (AND, she likes me to a large extent too. hahah)

ok.

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2006-06-22T03:11:00.000-07:00

hoho;

i was looking through all my past entries since december2004. and i noticed all the changes. for one, the change in the style i blog. for example, the language. no more "hahaz" or "haiz". yup. and there was a similarity too, most of my entries are still about band. oh yes, speaking of band, i'm planning to go back to cedar.symphonic.band tomorrow. to visit and for sectionals. its been quite a long time since i've gone back. so yeah. oh and looking through the past brings nback alot of memories of all sorts. i was just remembering csb, two-cee, band cluster festival, syf, sir leaving, ms sia's first prac with us, balloon hat'05. i must say. it's been a bumpy road. oh yes, what i found amusing was that in one of my entries, if im not mistaken it's on 12th of June 2005, i complained that my mum wanted to put me in IP programme at TJC. and i was fretting that i would leave all my friends in cedar. and that i would miss band. but, yeah. i still do miss them. but anyhoo, TJCSBisLOVE.

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2006-06-21T23:46:00.000-07:00

yesterday i watched this movie on elephants ( well, yeah cause i was super duper bored ).
and they showed this baby elephant happily living with his family and then BAM! the pochers arrived and he was lost.
and this made me think. what would i do without my family? will i ever be able to live apart from them? like when i go to college or something. i can't understand how bro is living in some far far away USA and in a nice apartment with his roommate, away from me, mum, dad and mickey. and he seems to be fine about it. ok, maybe i dont really know, maybe he's feeling lonely, esp. now since his roommate is gone visiting his family. and i was like, i can never stay alone. so how i am going to go away to college(some people call it university, i call it collage). i cant possibly live alone. cook my own food. iron my own clothes. wash my own shoes. and the only form of contact i have with my family is chatting and the phone. i mean, yeah, i'll get loads of freedom but then again, there comes this huge humongous load of responsibility. i cant imagine spending an entire year without my precious mickey. hoho.

ah anyway.

no one wants to study with me x(

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2006-06-21T04:49:00.000-07:00

hoho; new skin.

its refreshing i think. and its coincidental that it has the same heading as aida's blog. hahah.
so yes. im officially bored. AGAIN. mug mug mug. hoho; people are getting obsessed with mugging.

oh wells.

nothing interesting to blog about.

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2006-06-19T07:07:00.000-07:00

hello. so long since i blogged. yeah. there's been so many things going through my head nowadays. i had a nice long chat with AIDAdarling yesterday at arnd 11++ pm. it was oh-so-meaningful ok. ILOVEAIDA to bits and pieces. we talked so much and i felt muchmuch better. x) but yes, i still dont know how to handle the situation. I just hope aida has much better luck.
its hard. not being able to deny nor accept this feeling, but yeah. as Aida said, its NORMAL. completely normal. I still can't believe you're like this brother charactor. hoho; speaking of brothers, mine's returning from the states on the 29th. yay! and he'll be staying until august++. hahah. i love my brother! yay! hahahh yeah, on sunday, mum dad and me went to IMM shopping centre. abit crazy cause we live in serangoon and we travelled all the way to Jurong East. But yeah, it was a nice long drive. and i think i'll treasure my family beyond everything. hoho; yes. Mum,Dad,Bro,Mickey.I love these 4 people. hoho;

i think we'll never be the same again. x(

ok.

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2006-06-14T01:53:00.000-07:00

went shopping with my mum just now.

and it was fun. hahahahah. we cabbed down to orchard HMV there cause she wanted to go to John Little. and we went in and she started shopping. and i stood there shopping myself. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT! i didn't buy anything. cause i couldn't think of anything to buy. and mum bought a nice looking pink sweater for her niece a.k.a my cousin. and she bought other random stuff which i dont bother remembering. she was quite surprised i just stood there because usually im the one running around picking stuff of shelves randomly, oh well, guess i just wasn't in the mood, YET. hahah. oh and there was this woman at John Little and she was screaming at her daughter for, what i think, was no particular reason. I think she was shouting because her daughter (who i think is about like, er, 13) picked up some supposedly "ostentatious" earings. like wth. im so glad i have my mum ok. yay. thank god for mum. and then we went to buy my mum's friend's daughter's birthday present. and i choosed the wrapping paper. yeah, it's orangey and slightly pinkish. actually, i was amazed at my choice for it's every inch shouted "GIRLY" . and then we went to the big huge popular at AMK. and YES, then i got my shopping mood on. i was shopping for what else? STATIONARY. its like the best thing to shop for. and yes, i am satisfied. i bought a nice file to put all my fresh and hot notes in. and yes, i also bought an orange pencil. yay. haha so random. im in a nerdy mood now. going to mug

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2006-06-13T18:55:00.000-07:00

is it emo-season?

hahaha. everyone's making such emo posts lah. like, tsktsk. hahaha. whee, be happy happy ok.

and gv's officially bored. hmph.

i should go find something to do. and my brother pointed out that i should stop refering to myself in third person. like what? ok

this was just a random post

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2006-06-13T07:34:00.000-07:00

OH NO

i forgot my darling LIZZY in the band com

LET ME INTRODUCE HER GRANDLY

hahaha. the bestest best best creative director, A.K.A ELIZABETH A.K.A LIZZY

nyahahaha. whee. LET YOUR CREATIVE JUICES FLOW OK!

must bring us a nicenice notice board.

nyahahaha. GV LOVES YOU. remember that darling.

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2006-06-13T04:41:00.000-07:00

hahah.

YAY! Study Date with Aida today! FUNFUN wait, PRODUCTIVEFUN x)
we studied ok, we really did. and im so proud of AIDA!
haha AIDA,
even though you pangsehed me, i STILL LOVE YOU.
yes i do. x)
and yes, i simply have to write a 100 word essay for my wonderful chemtutor.
HANAFI! He’s super duper smart and teaches me chem online. I think, he’s super patient and can patiently stand my stupidity. THANKEW kays! Yay! He’s the band VP and he’s going to be a uber good one too. Just don’t turn UNSTRAIGHT ok! And yes, please teach me chem. Till A’Levels ok. Then I can pass with flying colours and become a good doctor/scientist/whatever I want to be. Is it 100 words yet? Muahaha. Yay! Thanks again CHEM TUTOR. 79 words only! Argh. Hmm. I dunno what else to write leh. Tralalalala. Thanks for standing my rantings too. And did I forget to mention, YOU RAWK OK.

Nyahaha. Gv( Yay! That was 107 words)

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2006-06-11T00:22:00.000-07:00

SHOPPING IS FUN!

hahahah. especially with my mum. yesterday after music class me and mum went shopping. hahah. yes, and we bought alotalot of stuff, to decorate the house. the most memorable however was buying new bedsets. yes, so we went to the home linen dept. and there were rows and rows and more rows of colourful bed linen. and yes, so we spent solid 2 HOURS trying to look for the right ones to match our wall colours. we were looking for one QUEEN sized and one SINGLE sized set. and yes, after 2 HOURS, we decided on buying a nice green and purple one with hearts for the master bedroom bed. and a nice looking blueish one for my SINGLE bed. and the comforter is oh-so-comfortable. hahahah, but then again, i couldn't sleep in my new comfortor yesterday, i spent up till veryvery late listening to songs to help me sleep. and half way through new world second movement, i felt it was enough. and i switched off my tablet (i was using it cause my mp3 was out of batt) and lay gazing up into the ceiling thinking. and i thought about oh-so-many things and it felt good. and yes, thinking late into the night/morning is my new pastime. it's good, you should try.

and yes,

IM NOT STARTING ANOTHER CONVERSATION =x

byebye

oops, i mean

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2006-06-08T21:02:00.000-07:00

let me blog about yesterday.

i've had too much mugging that im going to write in point form

* woke up
* lazed around
* did the usual stuff
* breakfast
* practised
* went online
* talked to random people
* practised
* lunch
* practised
* left house
* reached music school
* got freaked out by teacher
* screwed up the exam
* changed and rushed for bbq
* reached
* sat down for 5 minutes
* went to cold storage to buy somemore food
* came back.
* ate
* went to watch people playing pool
* laughed alotalot
* went back down
* yam-senged to drink sparkling juice
* dunked random people into water
* got hugged by all girls thrown into water
* took cab
* went home
* changed
* slept

hahaha what an interesting day.

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2006-06-07T05:47:00.000-07:00

BOO!

hahahah. today was yet another FUNFUNx) day.
oops, i think i'm having too much fun. anyways, today was HANDOVER.
I'm going to miss the year twos oh-so-much. I mean, without them, the band looks PUNY.
CONGRATULATIONS TO THE NEW COMMITEE. and im have the honour of posting them out here.

BAND COMMITEE two-oh-oh-six/two-oh-oh-seven
PRESIDENT - Adillia! ( my lovely daughter SNOW WHITE )
VICE-PRESIDENT - Hanafi! ( COUSIN x) )
TREASURER - Suat ( VA VA VOOM x) )
QMs - LiuBo (ToiletToilet x) ) and WanTing (My darling Sibling-in-Law)
SCs - Nigel and YaoZong (HAHA. match made in Heaven) x)
LIBRARIANS - Janicia (My Bro) and Gerald ( One of My uncle's MANY scandals )

GOOD LUCK Y'ALL!

and OF COURSE, the absolutely wonderful and beautiful ANTI-COMM. I'm sorry, i cant remember everyone's names. BUT YEAH, WE RAWK. ahahaha.
I think i'll enjoy being the LOANSHARK along with my dear UNCLE Junjie.

hahahah. yay. i think band rawks and forever will.

TO THE YEAR TWOS
good luck for your A's. and YES, do not EVEN DARE to FORGET ME. i'll hunt you down and ask you to pay me $100 EACH. muahahahah

OH YES!
CONGRATULATIONS TO MY NEW SL AND ASL
KARYN WONG AND SUYAN!
YOU GUYS RAWK
AHAHAHA. CLARINET SECTION WILL BE ABOVE ALL

muahahahah

2006-06-06T04:16:00.000-07:00

this is going to be one serious post.

people think i'm enjoying myself in TA. well actually, maybe im not. i dunno. you see, one side of life in TA is wonderful, just wonderful, like TJCSB, my nicenice bandmates, batchmates(namely AIDA,NIC,TINO AND XM) and all my beautiful friends (esp. PRIYANKA, SONIA, ESTI, TRISH, WARDA, RACHNA, ETCETC). but the other side is oh-so-terrible. esp the workwork. well actually terrible is a strong word. i mean, it used to be okly managable. oh yes, then all the good stuff came in and i pushed my work kind of to the back of my priority list. (i mean wouldn't you too? what with all the stageband, and funfun) hahah. so yes, and now i feel so bad. its going to pile up on me soon if i don't start working. yes, I'LL WORK MY BEST THIS HOLIDAYS. as a matter of fact, i have already started mugging, and started out with CHEM and MATHS. yes, good progression i should say. hahah, thanks to my totally understanding tuition teacher who managed to help me catch up with my maths after missing so many lessons due to FUNFUNx). and thanks to HANAFI for teaching me CHEM. hahahahah can you please be my CHEM TUTOR? cause i want to score A1. nyahahahah. and yes, BOO. hahahah

so much for this post being serious. HAHA.

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2006-06-05T01:32:00.000-07:00

yay. hahahahahahahahah.

first, things that must be solved must be solved.

TO THAT DON'T KNOW WHO yvonne PERSON.
first, im not colour blind ok. haha at least i can see the title above says MY orangey world. Im not saying YOUR world is orange. FINE, let it be that your world is full of colours. OK. i know who the hell you are and why you're tagging my blog. well, let me tell you, you can just jolly well continue posting rude and stupid comments on my tagboard and i assure you they'll keep dissapearing. I have much better things to do than to bother about what you say about me because i know that they arn't true. YOU can jolly well believe whatever you're FRIEND, yes i know who, says about me too. And what you hear, i can't confirm is true, BECAUSE, it's about ME and I'M NOT the one telling you about it. hah. so if you choose to get falsely informed and get your own opinion about me then fine, because i don't even know you. i have never seen your face and so you don't play a significant part in my life whatsoever. i know better people who i appreciate so much more than YOU. so yeah, HAPPY POSTING ON MY TAGBOARD. and have fun! oh yes, electrical fans are so going to be obsolete. we've all moved into the world of air-conditioning.

yours truly,
gv

hahahahha. that felt so good. oh yes. let me blog about yesterday.
BALLOON HAT FESTIVAL 2006. ( hahaha, go look at my archives, there's a post last year about BALLOON HAT FESTIVAL 2005 )
gee. time moves so fast. hahaha. last year i remember the fun we had as csb. ahhaha and this year with my friends for TJCSB lovelovex). hahah. yes, so i met Wanting, Janicia, Lizzy, Suat, Cheryl and Nick at Harbour Front Centre Macs in the afternoon. and they ate. after that we made our way happily into sentosa by bus. the bus journey was a little insignificant, except cheryl remembering the first sentence i said to her, "You look like Ms.Sia." her expression was funny. and then blah and watched TKGS band's sit-down performance at the bustop area there. they sounded really good. i saw Ms.Sia after a veryveryvery long time. and then we watched stnicks play for a while. went 7-11 to buy drink and then went to queue for tram. we waited until the tram came which was oh-so-long. and then when it finally came and we sat down, they decided to walk. like wth! haha but it was fun walking. talking to so many people. then we walked all the way to one end of palawan beach. and we saw all the various schools in the tents. tralala. then we got bored and went to cross the shakyshaky bridge to the 'southernmost point in the asian continent' and we took photo after lazing and stoning for a while. and then we walked back to another 7-11 where i bought pizza bar. and then, we took photo with patrick. only cheryl and nick took with spongebob. haha. and then watched them march and took bus out to eat dinner and then went home. haha.

and today. went to school in the morning to watch DSA auditions. was lucky enough to watch the first few. and then got shoo-ed out so i went to study with wanting, janicia, lizzy, suat. and then in the afternoon was the year ones interview. ohh and i was sitting there giving them moral support. hahahaha GOODLUCK PEOPLE.

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2006-06-03T07:17:00.000-07:00

today was simply NOT a good day.

2006-06-02T06:45:00.000-07:00

HEYHEYHEY x)

today was such a FUNFUN x) day.
ECP YEARONES BATCH OUTING.
in the morning i woke up at 7.30. [note, it's a HOLIDAY x( ]
and then dillidallied. and studied year 3 theory [ only left with year 4 and 5 . ahaha. finally ]
oh and then bathed and blah and left for ECP.
76 took so friggin long to arrive. Suyan was waiting for me at the Parkway Bustop. And she got on the bus and we met on the bus. She's so nice ok, she could have gone straight to the taonan bustop but accompanied me cause stupid me didn't know where the taonan bustop was. haha THANKEW Suyan!x). [ but then again, what are gaurdian angels for? They're supposed to gaurd you. whahaha ]. ahem, yes, and then we went to the taonan bustop. WaiNgai and BingXiong were the first to reach. we were soon joined by Janicia and Eugene. We walked to another bustop inside and met Dinah and Cheryl. and we walkedwalked to ECP macs. ate brunch. and then went to CYCLE x). [now thats something i can do. other than acting like a raving lunatic]
and then we rented bikes. rent 1 hour and get 2 hours free. [ because the aunty thought WaiNgai was chio. x) hoho. ] and then cycled. to Bedok Jetty. and then sat down. drank water. and then THE BIG EXPEDITION. whahaha.
Suyan,Me,Cheryl,WaiNgai and Dinah [a.k.a the ones who rented bikes ] rode all the way to my version of changi Jetty. An island of rocks in the middle of nowhere. ahahaha. and they reached and turned to me and said, ' THIS IS BEDOK JETTY? ' and i gave them a sheepish look and said , ' er. yah...' hah. and then we cycled all the way back to Macs. and then went furthur down to yellow tower, this time joined by Nicholas who actually ran along with Cheryl's bike all the way to the yellow tower from macs. and we climbed up the yellow tower. and we saw this amusing writing on the wall. erhem, im so sorry Cheryl. awwww. xD and then we rode back to the bike shop, which is past macs. like woah. and we met Janicia,Eugene,BingXiong and JunJie there. the timing was oh-so-perfect. what perplexed me is that how the two groups of us actually were travelling the same route in opp directions and didn't see each other. weird. and then we went to eat at macs again. and then we went bowling.Now joined by Calesta. the first round was exciting cause i didn't play. the second round was bad, for me atleast. i played and my score was like, 5-0-0-0-0-0-0-0-0-0. and i was like T_T. but my final score was 23. haha. im so PROUD. x( i can't bowl for nuts. oh well.. and then we took picture and went home.

SO LOVELOVEx)
JaniciaDinahCherylSuyanCalestaWaiNgaiEugeneBingXiongJunjieNicholas
thanks for making my day x)
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2006-06-01T04:14:00.000-07:00

i've been thinking...

how i can never ever ever forget the wonderful times i shared with 2c'05 and sharing now with tjcsb. it's funny how one's life in the present can never be totally good. there's always one drawback. like in cedar, i loved my class and the drawback was ----. in tj, i love band, but the drawback is my -----.how funny. it shows how life can be full of ups and downs. x). omg, i dont sound like myself. thats it, the truth is upon me now. theres so many weird weird funny questions in my head right now. like, should i go there on saturday? or should i not. it's so weird. when you know someone and talk to that someone and that someone doesnt know who you are, where you come from, or even for that matter what you look like. so sad. but oh well. haha. oh yes, i'm going to post some random pics up.

karyn, enjoying her food x)

Suyan, daoing the camera =x

Peizhi, awww x)

hahah there's a random reason why i'm not uploading my face here.

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2006-06-01T02:13:00.000-07:00

wahahaha. im at home. karyn's beside me. peizhi's infront of me. suyan's sitting on the floor. [ where's lingatingting? x( ]

haahaha i love my section yearones to bits and pieces. hahah you guys rawk. we're watching harrypotter 4. hahaha.

today was a good day. in the morning was bandroom cleanup. haha i was so stinky after that. and then was SC auditions. All the nominees rawked, namely, (in order of appearence) Hanafi, Nigel, Gerald, Yao Zong, JunJie and Cheryl. muahahahaha yups, no matter who gets to be SC, all of you can atleast conduct better than me. ahahaha. then after SC was supposedly badminton band outing, butbut, me karyn peizhi and suyan decided to bunk at my house and watch movie. and its FUNFUN. hahaha

whee- i've yet to find out what the evening holds for me.

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2006-05-31T07:11:00.000-07:00

haha BLOGBLOGBLOG x).

i think orange rawks. but green rawks too. hahaha. today was such a productive day. in the morn, i practised my veena and i finally memorised the last verse of THAT SONG. ahhaha. such an achievement k!hahaha. then in the afternoon/evening, went to watch XMEN at the new cathay cineplex at dhobygaut with suyan and siru (its been so long since i went out with my darling bass clar senior from cedar ! i love you Siru!) hahaha. i think XMEN rawks lah. rawr. just that so many people didn't have to die. so sad ok. hahahaha and i think that ANGEL guy is cute.

wheee-

and to all my darling friends.

i'm glad to have you'll as friends, you're truly God's gift to me. THANKEW.x)

hahaha so random

2006-05-30T07:07:00.000-07:00

rawr. im rotting at home x(.

this post is dedicated to the love of my life - tjcsb.

to the darling year twos x)
though i dont really know you'll well, i'll miss you dearly! The magic that you'll created with just your presence is unforgettable. DONT GO! haha i'm being stupid! wish you'll the best for your future! must come back as good good doctors and lawyers and scientists and whatnot. haha. but remember always, TJCSB is love.

to the supersuperHOT yearones x))
Theres still 1 and a half years left for me together with you'll. I love all of you to BITS AND PIECES! Our stage band was GOODGOOD x). I wish time would just rewind back to all those days where we spent everyday together until late night working on our darling stageband. whahaha. lovelove x). Must make this time we have left thoroughly enjoyable kk! haha. i want to see smilesmiles on all our faces everyday. haha.

to my FRESHFRESH batch EYE-PEA ONES x)))
LOVELOVELOVE x). We've got 4 years man. By the end we should be like siblings k! AIDA XM TINO NICK AND GV. LOVE. haha. i love you guys alot alot. lets go for MORE batchoutings. We're ONEBATCHONESOUL. we'll stay together foreverandevermore x). haha. OUR BATCH TEE ROCKS.

whahaha -
AND finally to MYSELF x))))
I LOVE TO BE ME. BECAUSE OF ALL THE WONDERFUL PEOPLE AROUND ME.

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ah

2006-05-22T20:29:00.000-07:00

AH! THIS BLOG HAS BEEN DEAD FOR 2 MONTHS!

PRELUDE 26

the day started like a usual normal, bright saturday morning. ahahha i feel like im writing primary school compo! yup, met rebekah at her house to pass her the tickets and collect MY MONEY!!$$ wahaha. and then set off to bedok mrt to meet karyn at 9.30. but, my darling karyn was late. so i went ALL ALONE to explore Bedok Central. I bought an anklet and a pair of green* =) earings for $2 each. then suyan and karyn came, so we went SHOPPING. we bought same earings and then when we were choosing shoes for me, lingting came. then we went to buy flowers. the sunflower so big ok x). then we went to buy bread to eat and took bus back to school. Sat in the canteen eating, joined by peizhi. and made our way to bandroom. people gave out flowers and stuff, sat down to tune. ahaha then rush rush, pack and change..chiong onto bus. and we meaningfully spent our time on the bus meddling with each others hairstyles. haha. and we reached. did soundcheck. and it was ok. did stage band rehearsal. and it was ok too. poor lingting got 3 or more splinters on her feet, scary ok. then, we had dinner and prepared for the actual thing. whahaha. the feeling of sitting on stage watching the hall fill up was tantalising. so me and xm decided to go around to everyone and say good luck. =) Then i saw mum and dad and rebekah and fatmah and thil and rebekah's 2 juniors. They bought me two HUGE sunflowers k. so touched. thanks guys! and those 3 hours really did pass excruciatingly fast. stage band rawked i think. all those long nights spent in the bandroom, finally paid off. and then it ended. like suddenly, everything was over. spent some time talking to fatmah, thil and bekah. then went back to pack up. headed back to school, slept on the bus. time check - 11pm. debrief. so touching ok. then TOOK PHOTOS, till 12 +. i din go for supper cause i was just too tired. ahaha.

To all who are part of TJCSB.
although i joined in later, i felt just at home immediately. thanks so much for making prelude possible. every single one of us play a part in prelude's success. 20th may 2006 will forever hold a special place in all our hearts and we'll remember it better whenever we see each other again. ONE BAND ONE SOUND =) TJCSB IS LOVE

TO the beloved stage band (everyone)
I love you all. without you'll it would never have been a success. thanks to all those who encouraged me on and boosted my moral all those times it was low. the moment when stage band ended, i realised we could never get it back again. but its the feeling that counts. I'll love all of you forever.

AND to my SPECIAL FRIEND - Aida
Here's the 100 word essay i promised.

I have a friend called Aida. She is a gem of a friend. I can share anything with her. She's my fellow eye-pea mate, bandmate, batchmate. We have 4 years together in band. She has endured my crazy ramblings about someone and i'm thankful. She's cute and pretty. haha. she's a nice happy ray of sunshine and loves yellow. She dances malay dance and i gave her a sunflower for her performance at the dance concert. =) She can reach up till B on my clarinet when i cant even play her trumpet =(. haha. aida i'll always love you.

gv =)

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2006-03-16T00:20:00.000-08:00

maths talk/seminar/whatever was a waste. i mean. i didn't exactly learn anything except how to place power cable houses in the middle of blah. oh well. hahaha. the bus journey back to school was much more eventful. IM 50% IDIOT. hahaha. better than 100% anyway. ok the holidays are moving way too fast for my liking. like hello! its already thursday. i know i dont like holidays. but they dont have to move so fast right. i mean i dont like tests either. and we have like blah.

maths
physics
chemistry
LA
geography
history

all like jam packed into 2 weeks? haha- atleast theres no bio and i've finished the whole of history. 14 chapters. ahaha. yeah. i've been eating alot these days. hahaha

i guess the next time i'll see YOU properly is september hols.

ok. haha i have absolutely nothing to talk about. so yah.

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2006-03-14T17:20:00.000-08:00

NEUROTIC!

the only reason why that word's in pink is cause everything else is in green. the holidays are here. im stoning at home studying. i have veena class today whoopie! hahaha- i'm kinda looking forward to it nowadays. i remember when i was in veena 1st to 3rd year -

the time - 4.25 pm
mum: "hurry get up! you've got class at 5."
me: "yah yah ok! 5 minutes."
*sit and watch tv*
the time - 4.40 pm
mum: "oi! its 4.40! hurry hurry go change!"
dad : "hurry get ready before i bring mickey down!"
me: blah
*sulking to go change*
the time - 4.55pm
mum: "ok hurry lets go!"
*dad drives*
me: blah.

so finally i reach arind 5.15. hahahaha-

BUT NOW . (notice the contrast)

the time - 4.15 pm
*shaking sleeping father awake*
me: "oi wake up. i've got veena class at 5!"
dad: "zzz..ah be be be.zzzzzz"
*rushing to change*
the time - 4.25 pm
me: "oi!! hurry up lah! veena class at 5!"
*mum making coffee*
me: "ah! hurry"
the time - 4.40 pm
me: "ok lets go!"
*dad drives*

so i reach at 4.55. hahahahahahah

i bought the harry potter 4 vcd yesterday. watched it once before going for tuition last night. im going to watch it again. this time without the pile of maths sums in my hands. hhaha tata.

wheeee-

2006-02-25T22:55:00.000-08:00

my blog's awake again.. wheeee- i have to go call my friends and ask them if their going to stay for the concert..wheeeeeee- YOU are such a loser. YOU left at 7.15. what kind of person comes for a concert and leaves before it starts. ahh oh well. Karthika made my day and then we kinda ruined it together. T_T help me. HAHA elective weeks are here. no more lessons till end of term. I'M GOING TO GO BACK TO CEDAR. and go out with 2C - ians. hurry and jiayou for your tests ok. and den we'll go out! =) 1F is fun...i still remember the post i posted just after orientation. whee- life has changed so much . BUT 2C WILL BE THE 39 COLOURS OF MY RAINBOW FOREVER. haahhahaha- who can replace you 39 people? no one can.

I think i've gone crazy. Or have i always been crazy? WHEEEE-

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sorry

2006-02-10T03:56:00.000-08:00

sorry havn't been posting in a long long long long time.
firstly. i din get my tablet pc which made me not to touch the com for a few days. and the schools laptop is so lousy. oh well. WEDNESDAY! haha - i just hope the NTUC person does it right this time. oh well.
ahaha-
Climbing is fun.
i'm just blogging for the sake of blogging. whee-
oh well, the last time i saw YOU**=) was last tuesday. thats long ago although this week seemed to pass so quickly. we had barely enough time to rush projects. oh well. its a pity i couldn't go for that tamil drama. it seemed fun. hahaa-
you see this is what happens when you have nothing to blog about. so sad right.
ok byebye

help me!

2006-01-28T22:32:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CNY PEOPLE

and im stranded at home.
hahaha- help.
theres nothing to do. i've FINISHED my history notes and most of the math. ok. i still got 2 days.
and there's always SIFAS rehearsals to look forward to. then i can see YOU again! ahaha-
mickey is having a feast today. people giving him whatever he wants.i stand by my rule. DOGS SHOULD NOT EAT MILKY BAR! hahaha- what can i say, my dog is plain lucky. i shall go play wid him, that lazy pig..

tata..

BASKETBALL

2006-01-19T05:49:00.000-08:00

I CAN'T PLAY BASKETBALL.

hahahaha- i kept ducking for my life when the ball pelted toward me! ahahahaha-
oh well, today was a good day.
first we had tamil! ahahahaha- it wasn't bad. i had fun actually [stares meaningfully at hcl students and shake heads.] I pity you'll lah...
anyway, we had to give our own solutions to the problems that the teacher gave us. hahahaha and den we wrote points for compo, which, if my memory hasn't failed me is to be written next thursday issit? ahahah-
den we had LA, and we had to write an autobiography. HAHAHA- eran's was super cute."weird little creatures who didn't wear shorts and wore funny things called skirts." hahha. his description of a girl. And i was the one who wrote the longest. mine was 4 sides long. sides not sheets. if it was sheets i'll probably be dead by now. ahaha-
and den there's nth else to write abt. ahahaha-
oh yah, we stayed back for "project" hahaha- went to eat opposite with coco beatrice krislyn and xiaowei. ahaha- blueberry waffle rawks. den eran went missing to long john's at bedok. Beatrice and I were like 0_0!! ahahaha- me and my retarded cho chang face, coco was laughing for ages. aahahaha- we were supposed to do geog, so went back to school. and we waited, and waited. we were joined by the bim-king bala. ahahha- and we crapped alot alot. Beatrice and i were super angry with eran for being 2 hrs late. ahahaha- so we went to the hub and sat and talked somemore, this time joined by Xinci and Elstan. Coco went for higher art. AND FINALLY eran arrived. But we had no mood to do project, so we talked abit more den went down to basketball court to play. at first it was supposed to be guys vs. girls. And i stuck to my principle. "if the girls ask the guy to give her the ball, the guy must give it to her. gentleman wad!" ahahaha- and we played. in the end the girls were just standing there and only beatrice was actually playing. adn yes, i ducked a total of 3 times, narrowly missing the ball. ahahaha. it hit my ear once and i couldn't feel it for a few minutes. ahahaha- but it was fun. Bala the Bim-king played for the girls and in the end sprained his ankle. poor thing. than, many people had to go, so we left arnd 5.45, leaving the guys to play themselves. but we were closely followed by Elstan and Bala. ahaha- oh well. and on the bus, krislyn and xinci were commenting on the huge number of coins i had that i decided to count them. and i had an astonishing $15.35 in coins and only coins. HAHAHA- astonishing indeed. oh well,

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AWOKE

2006-01-14T22:44:00.000-08:00

YEAH! MY BLOG HAS AWOKEN FROM THE DEAD.

hahahaha.and that has happened many times before. hahaha i know its very late, but HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Well, since it is the first time i'm blogging this year, it is appopriate to welcome the new year. Yes! 2006 is a good year, just like 2005. These are some of the things i've gained in 2005.

1) Everlasting bonds of friendship. 2C'05!!
2) A sense of myself.
3) Some memories of bad experiances which hopefully don't leave me astray.
4) My passion for band.

Note the 4th point there. I do have a passion for band. But somehow, i feel i need a break. I mean, about 5 years of band is more than enough i think. I need something new. I need change.

Change.

A decisive concept. An everlasting concept. Yeah. Change can be good. TJ is fun. Never the same as Cedar, but good in it's own ways. As for me, i can't choose between the two. For one, i don't know TJ as well as i know Cedar. Ah! I still miss Cedar. Yeah! i wanna go back on teusday. Go see all those spas people again. Yes rebekah! 4TH FLOOR. crap. Mine's 5th ok! And the first few times they cheered those stuff that we cheered in cedar, I remember jogging. Yeah. Jogging. the 2C spirit. standing at the back! "COME ON 2C! JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE!!" hahahahaha- those were good memories. I talked to yiling and she's having a blast at VJ. ATTENTION ALL 2C PEOPLE: YILING IS WEARING ANKLE SOCKS. can you believe that? aahahahaha-
1F is fun. but somehow, hasn't matched up to 2C YET! read the word in red before throwing stones at me. I know 1F for 2 weeks. I've known 2C for 2 years. yeah! alot of diff. I hope to know 1F alot better. Orientation was fun. The seniors are super friendly. AHA you guessed it. Reminded me of Cedar sec 1 orientation 2004 alot alot. "AD'ASTRA!" reach for the stars. esp the painting of flag part. I wonder where 1C flag is right now. the black one with muhaina's cedar logo! aahahahahaha- I'm crapping now. Cedar will stay forever!

And now, since i have finished blogging i have nothing to do. Because, i finished my maths homework.
(AH!MATHS=MR TAY! ASK HIM TRANSFER TO TJ!)

im madd. bear with me.

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xP

2005-11-16T16:45:00.000-08:00

today went to school to discuss farewell item with section. i think our script is super cute.
hahaha
we kept drifting away and in the end, from harrypotter to dunno wad dunno wad to horror movies, popped out our idea ahahaha.
too bad i wont be here to watch them perform though, i'll be in india hahaha
and my dad booked malaysian airlines. thats not bad really.
but den, it's got to go through KL and it reaches KL at 6.00 in the evening and departs at 10.00. what am i going to do for 4 solid hours? i must crack my head. Maybe Goblet Of Fire book. I shall break the record and read finish within 4 hours. ahahahaha- cause my record is 6.
so, i'll reach bangalore at 12.30 am? at least its saturday so my cousin can pick me up. wheeee-
i seriously seriously don't know wad to do at home on non-band days.
So i've officially declared home as BORING.
huimin finds home interesting, i think its because she plays com games, i shall explore this branch of entertainment now.

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wheeeeeeeeeeee

2005-11-13T17:34:00.000-08:00

yesterday was the 13th of november
i am thankful that it did not fall on friday.hahahaahaha.
yeah, i got the straightener, ok lah, i din buy it, it was a gift, yeah GIFT. ahahaha- from my parents.
actually i dunno wad to blog about. i shall go eat, bubye.

im 14.

hahahah

2005-11-04T00:03:00.000-08:00

another day of boredom at home. ahahahahaha-
i think that hols suck, cause theres nothing to do at home. i woke up at 11 today ok. i think the time is getting to me, cause the first few days of the hols i used to wake up arnd 8.. haha.
but time flies yah? i hope so. ahahaha-
oh well, i feel like going out in the afternoon. just go out, but i'm planning to save my money for my birthday. i wanna go watch harry potter 4. The international trailer seems nice. i mean, better that movie 3 anyway. ahahaha-
i cant wait for chalet, but at the same time, i can wait, cause it means the last time i see 2c, as a whole class. But, some people arnt coming. so i dunno wat to do. and i'll be missing a few band pracs cause of class chalet. I dun even know if im going overseas in the first place, so i wont even be here for the performance. So, i better treasure the time in the chalet(s).
I really dunno what to expect in the class chalet, maybe only 10 will turn up, ahaha- my eyes will pop out man.
there really isnt much to talk about, cause im contented with my life. and den i realised no one is content.

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hariraya

2005-11-03T12:05:00.000-08:00

Happy Hari Raya people!!
cant wait for chalet(s). yah, 2 chalets. class+section. i dunno which night to stay over at where, so yah, i need to pitchuffy(pull out) my hair. hahaha, i just hope it wont be a pendemonium.
Looks like i have to start clearing my table, theres so much stuff on it lah, aahahaha. stuff from 1c, 2c <3, and even rosyth. ahahaha. looks like im just so intrigued by these things that i dun wanna throw them out. Stuff, in the sense, books. yah, its so stupid carrying p6 books in sec 2 rite.. ahaha

oh well, 10 days to my birthday! yay me..-_-''

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sh

2005-11-02T01:31:00.000-08:00

DEEPAVALI

wheeee-
Hahaha- i got up at 6.14. and den the usual stuff, bathe [ennai thetchu kulitthal], wear new clothes. went temple. din really meet alot of people as it was alr 9+.
den the whole afternoon was spent watching movie. ahahahaha. i think padaiyappa is so cool, although i watched it dunno how many million times. In the evening went to give sweets to neighbours, and the sweet aunty gave us $10 in the red packet. like wow. ahaha.
den went ecp. ahahaha. 3 families. wheeee- brought the sparklers and everything. 3 dads, 3 mums and 3 kids and 1 dog[mickey] ok. hahaha. the three kids are me, karthika and aishu. ahaha. when we reached there, it looked like the adults were playing with the sparklers and we went to walk. hahaha.. walk and talk, what we are famous for. There's just so many things to talk about. ahahaha. When we made a move for dinner, it was like.. 10:50pm.. we met at 7:30pm. haaha.. so we spent like 2 hours ++ walking around ecp. ahahaha..den went for dinner. we were like the last order. And everything i ordered was over, i was so majorly jinxed. ahahaha, in the end managed to eat something. haha, den when i reached home, it was exactly 12:00. hahahahaha...

oh well, it was fun lah, hahahaha. i mean, if we din go out in the evening, then it would have been pathetic, cause, Karthika is the only child, my bro is in US and aishu's sis got exams. ahahaha

oh well, happy deepavali people!

HARD

2005-11-01T19:31:00.000-08:00

I CHANGED BLOGSKIN.

hahaha. yes, its ridiculously but incredibly simple.
but, its GREEN.
ahahaha. its nice lah.

anyway, its a bit late, but i still wanna talk about the last day of school.
went abit late in the morning, realised that classroom was empty and everyone was in the hall.Thanks to that person who wrote on the board. Then rushed to the hall and sat down beside Jessicashen. sang national anthem and school song ~~as usual~~for the last time.
Ms Leong's farewell.
i have to agree that i was close to crying lah. But how can i cry when fatmah and sarah are behind me, remarking about my specs and calling me lizard. ~~*crawl*~~
it was quite touching and i agree wid ms leong that changes are inevitable. i mean, i never thought when i left 6-03 two years ago that i would only be spending 2 years in cedar right. i thought im gonna spend 4 years like everyone else. change can be painful.

after the farewell, went to class. On the way, saw yiling rush downstairs and give ms leong a hug. she was alr crying. inside the class, the class t-shirts were ready to give out. Den, syikin, quincy and vicky[the ics of class tee] went infront and announced that when they call our names and we go infront to collect the class tees, must say something. Yiling went up, she was already crying wad. and den she spoke, said that she didnt rilli like 1c last year, but this year we've changed alot. [change can be good too =)]
oh, den it was my turn, just started crying lah, dun even know wad i said, a few words. hahahaa.
after giving out all the t-shirts and alot of people burst out crying once in a while, we went to see the teachers who were also leaving. Ms Chia and Ms Lavina. After that, went back to class and presented ms wan and mr tay our class tee. We asked Ms Lavina to helpus take photo and she was like "MR TAY!! You got one, so lucky." hahahhahahaha.

2c!!
Why!! argh, i shall miss so many of you lah.
Santosi! My stupid partner for 2 years. I hated you so much lah. You smart port! xP. HAHAHA. shall come back visit ok!
Yiling! Shh. dun cry ok. Although we're leaving the school and 2C, deep down inside we'll be a cedarian and 2-cian forever lah woman.. HAHA. ok, lets go east coast together next year yah!!
Dhiviyaa! It has been fun knowing you for this one year lah. hahaha gain weight leh!
Fathiyah Diyanah! ahaha. I'll miss going for recess wid you ok. Sitting at the back. We shall be the Founders forever.. HAHAHA.. my dear nutcracker. Head of nut family. wheeee-
Filzah! Successor + Answerer and.. *ehem. i shall not say. But it has smt to do wid a certain science teacher. ahahahaha. NO LAH! just kidding ok. I shall miss your "yes!". Hahaha.
Lichu! Dun pon band ok! hhahahaha. will miss you lah.
Tracy Foo Jin Jia!!! HAHAHAHAHA. i bet you dunno my full name right. hahaha. my **inspiration. im gonna miss you loads ok. DUN PON BAND. or ms sia will kill you one. hahaha
Rebekah!! i'll miss forcing you to take 315. Its faster than your 317 ok. hahaha. aiyah you, blur queen. Happy getting into trip science you smarty pants.
Yati!!! AH! my 100 buddy. I shall take train to aljunied and den take 100 and wait for you at the bus stop. If i have the time lah. ahahaha. And i shall miss your extremely tight hugs that deprives people of the ability to breath for a few seconds.
Muhaina! hahaa. you're a good monitress. Im gonna miss your "2c, please hand in your forms." Yes, i shall remember you'll when i become that rich and famous movie director!!! ahaha.
Syikin! Marketting manager, aiyoh we're money hungry fools. ahaha
Uma!! You and your cursing and swearing. The biggest nut of them all. coconut. ahahah. aiyah, you and your blabberings during recess. we're the founders yah!!
Vicky!! This skin is in rememberance of you lah! together we're maddys and green maniacs. ahahaha...you are forever the "stupid short prefect" xP. i shall greatly miss your shortness. hahahaha

and dere are many many more. i type until siao.

Together, my dear 2c, you truly are the 39 colours of my rainbow. =)

lalala

2005-10-13T09:28:00.000-07:00

somebody go wid me to borders please.

aiyah- i think that my computer has finally lost it again. I've rebooted it like so many million times. argh.

bored- at home. Theres like nothing to do lah. let me tell you my schedule for today.

wake up, bathe
den blahblah-
watch disney channel**=)
er- upload songs into MP3.(supposedly wat im doing now)
stare at computer screen for abt 3 hours.
eat ** =) i admit im fat
watch more tv
**i cant sleep in the afternoons (stares at vidhya)
watch crap shows until 5.
And den turn to channel 5 and watch one tree hill. ***** =) =)
after that. I GOT NOTHING TO DO.
but i shall manage.

talk about a good day.
ahahaha. aiyah i wanna go to school. got nothing to do at home.
go school can sit and talk wid uma and faths.
go discuss about the chalet and ms wan's halal chicken** =)
attention all 2-Cians, chalet has been booked by Chow Yi Ling's aunt.
at downtow. 9th, 10th and 11th november.
3 days 2 nights (a bit too much-yeah i know)
must come for barbecue. Probably on 2nd day night.
erm. we shall discuss about the chicken** =) and marshmellows later. ;)
oh yah. Yiling said that a percentage of our money might go to charity.
ahahahaha.
theres just so much to do in school.
band** =)
i admit i havent been practising for a while.
shall practice now. after this bloodycookoo com finishes transfering the songs.
cant wait for the 18th.
hahahahahaa-

tata

times have changed

2005-10-10T12:42:00.000-07:00

times have changed.

TJ has asked for transfer letter.
oh wells. There, yet another chapter closes. actually close to closing.
ah. yiling can tell me properly if the bloody c&t money will go for charity??
pls pls pls..make sure it doesnt.later we nid to pay off pockets for chalet.

-sigh

2C-

shi hui
weihan
jolene
yeewen
dhiviyaa
fathiyah
rebekah
uma
michelle
yiou
yiling
nikita
shanti
pohsin
yati
diyanah
dian
hazwani
ailin
vishalini
jessica
lydia.l
wanning
baohui
filzah
quincy
weiwen
angela
santosi
tracy
yanying
vicky
adeline
lydia.c
kathleen
syikin
muhaina
sylviane
lichu

a class of different colours.i will miss you.

talk about depressing

my special friends from other classes.

fatmah** go woman! reach out for your dreams. you can do it. i shall count how many double bassists there are in tj.
vidhya lingamanicker** hey chicken. digested and erhem. oh wells. no more tuition. -cries. lets go watch darkwater!!

and dere are many more to go.

i shall miss all of you.

yikes must go give transfer letter to ms leong.

on a lighter note.
in p3, i learnt that red+blue=purple
but, in sec 2 i learnt that red+blue=megenta=)

-i shall watchone tree hill everyday!!

argh

2005-08-03T20:44:00.000-07:00

2.4 km
geog test
tl test
tl oral

todays schedule. wow. how interesting.. only like the be yourself day part

tata

moneyy

2005-08-01T21:27:00.000-07:00

money money money..

yesh. hot green cash!! ahahahahahahaha..today is all about money. ok..im starting to so
sound like yiling ;)) hmms. i think today was fruitful.. YEAH!
hahahahahahahaha..

first: went to school (duh) and den had lessons. at first i was wondering why mr tay didnt give back the maths CT, cos he's a fast mark-er. hmms. den he gave us a big lecture

" two people living in one person."

HAHAHHAHAHAHA.
mr tay's version of split personality.

anyway.

next: syikin and i had this idea to go buy the backing cloth for our c&t enterprise challange. BUT. our dear director yiling had tuition. so syikin and i decided to go geylang and buy the cloth. So, we collected $1 from all the two-cee ians. well actually.. EIGHT people haven pay yet.

anyway.

we went to geylang and bought the cloth. nice and cottonny.. ahahahahahahaah dn we went to syikin's hse and cut out the cloth. oh. and syiking made her own HAND SEWN cushion. thats wad caused her to be so high. HAHAHA. ohwells. and we discussed ways to make big cash through or enterprise challang. This info will not be disclosed as it is TWO-CEE matters.

tata.

2005-07-29T18:15:00.000-07:00

racial harmony day.

wow. not rilli fun lah. just a day full of running arnd. maths test. ah. i think im gonna score damn low. i lost 9 marks alr dammit! i haven been blogging for a long time.

if theres something i learnt this month, is that some people can never ever change. no matter how many chances you give them, they just stay the same.
oh. and another thing was that, people only acknowledge you when you ignore them. funny rite? ahahahaha..

i dunno. theres just many things that i cannot explain. of course. i just realised that this is gonna be the last 4 months with twocee. im gonna miss you'll. last racial harmony day. last national day. as twocharisma, not chubby or chunky or whatever.

but theres still one thing to look forward to. our enterprise challange. its the last one. but we gotta enjoy it k.

some people expect you to act the way they want. and when something wrong happens. they say.."its all your fault." oh wow. like thanks alot.. if thats the most you can do.
some are worse. They dun even know the current situation, but talk bad about you to your other, much better friends. i dunno.

others just judge you by your colour. wow.

ahahahaha

2005-07-22T20:07:00.000-07:00

ok..i haven post in a long long time

yaju- i admit my blog is dead ok.

yesterday had oral and den band. oral was ok lah.. not too bad.. den went for band. sectionals for less than 15 minutes. den went for drills. and did alot of stuff lah..it was quite fun. 2-3-2

sheesh im tired

i hate you

2005-06-16T17:28:00.000-07:00

I’ve got so many things on my mind today that I dunno where to start.

Band.
Today is Thursday. Band day! Went for band. I was “very early” according to jess. Cos that mad person asked me to come at 735. and im like. Give me rest lah! Yesterday I was burnt. I wanna sleep! Ahaha. Fall in and go bandroom. My instru came back from repair. But it still squeaks. at least, there are new paddings and its stable now.. hahaha.i think ms sia really very nice ha. Go and take my instru go and repair herself. Ahaha. She’s a clarinetist. Hmm.. and den prac, it was quite monotonous. We started off wid basics. Such as articulation and those kinda stuff. Hmm and den we had to clear our files and make way for some new scores.

-disney fantasy
-national anthem
-moonlit smt.
-we the ppl of Singapore
-made in Singapore
-stand up for Singapore

but we didn’t play Disney fantasy today. Ahaha. It looks difficult. But nvm! I shall perservere. Hahaha. Den band ended. So sad. I thought ms sia would conduct us at least one song. But mr ong isn’t bad anyway. hahaha. he write stuff on the board until so big.
Especially stuff like. “BORING” ahaha.

Hmm.. band sorta makes up my day. My section, my friends, csb.

Ahahaha

But there are somethings that ruin my day. I just read someone’s blog and it made me wanna say-
I dunno why you joined band in the first place. I didn’t ask you to be madly in love with band like some of us are. If there’s something I’ve learnt from you, its that some ppl never change. Complain complain complain. Saying your lan. Well, the worst part is. You know your lan. But you dun wanna do anything about it. Come for band prac with a frown. Not once or twice. Every single time. It makes people around you uncomfortable. Sheesh. you want to quit? Quit! I’ll be happy.

Oh well… bye.

sentosa

2005-06-15T22:14:00.000-07:00

first. let me start the entry by saying. IM BURNT. (wenqi say ones. cos my face is itchy)

fun in the sun. sentosa.

hahaha. today was super fun. in the morn. left home at 9.00 and met huimin and shuying at serangoon and took train to harbour front. we thought we were supposed to meet at 10.00. actually.. it was 10.30. so we waited for the seniors.

They came and we took the bus to sentosa. Siloso beach. (the bus ride is jerky and made me dizzy). At siloso, we put our stuff down and ate. And we went into the water. Wheee. We play and play. Captains ball and stuff. So fun..

Ahahaha. Clarinet section will rawk forever.
(the reason why this entry is so short is cos im bloody tired. I reached home at 9. ahahahah.)

2005-06-12T20:47:00.000-07:00

i hate the number 12.
argh. why does the twelth of every month be so bad.
the last two months was bad enough.
oh..but this one's bad too.

my mother wants me to go for IP programme in TJC.

the Jc is fine and all.. but i told her alr. long time ago. that i was NOT interested in IP. oh..and she wants me to try. she say's.."there's no harm in trying"... argh.. let me tell you woman. if i try and dun get in. thats ok. but if i try and get in. i have to leave cedar. leave my friends. leave band! argh. lets hope that she understands. argh.

sheesh.

tml

2005-06-11T12:06:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is june 12th.

feeling nervous. the 12th of the last 2 months was horrible.

12th april. syf'05 silver.
12th may. sir left.
tsk. bad. i dunno wad will happen tml though. hopefully something good.
is that too much to ask for?

but in all this bad stuff. theres good stuff too.

next wednesday got section picnic at siloso. haha.. so im not going nuh. clarinetists remember to bring food*.

and..

tuesday got band!=)

bks

2005-06-10T18:12:00.000-07:00

b o o k s

Today was bookwormish. Haha. Its full of books. In the morning. I went to nuh and arranged magazines. Ate dere. Den went to geylang east library..do cip. And borrowed books.. hahahaha.. I dunno lah.. sounds so full of books rite?
Hahaha..
Aye. I wanna go for band mann. Nth to do. Hahaha. Bro is so super funny. Cracking jokes everytime. Its sad he has to go back in august. Tsk.
Hahah. Oh and I thought I saw someone* on the train today. Im not sure if it was. But it sure looked a lot like that person.

Ah.. I dun wan. See this kinda people. But dun get to see the person I want to see. Jessica shd understand.

Going hougang is no use. =x.

change

2005-06-09T16:41:00.000-07:00

Changed blogskin again.

Looking through my archives in my diaryland blog. I can see that I sorta became a different person. I guess change is an inevitable part of life. Especially after all those events this year. Oh wells. Yesterday went to NUH for ipw. It was ok lah. Arranged toys and stuff..den ate at the canteen there and came back home. Not really an exiting day. But I found out something. I waste money on food. Haha.. oh well. I realize I visit hougang almost everyday. Sometimes just go walk arnd. Or go to hougang mall..ahaha.im mad. Cos I go alone. Haha.. ok lah. Maybe im just bored. Actually bored is an understatement.
Hahahahaha.. ok..im so bored. And my life is so uninteresting this week that I got nth to blog abt..so..bb.

balloon hat fest..

2005-06-05T15:56:00.000-07:00

B A L L O O N S

balloon hat festival rawks.
where do i start?
in the morn..jessica and i said we'd meet in sch at 8.30..yah..and she was late..
haha..as usual.. and she only came at 9. and i dared her to ehem*.
but she did ok..so brave. at first i thought she was posing.. but she rilli called. hahahaha

hmm..den..went to the bandroom.put stuff. take instru..etc.
haha..den went to pass the camera to ms wong and sign the guiness form.
after that boarded the bus.. sat wid shangyu. and we were crapping the whole journey. which was quite short actually. reached sentosa. dunman was dressed in hawaiian shirts and jeans.T_T

hmm..den went for static performance.. it was ---. den went to twist balloons and sell..well me and fatmah was supposedly advertising. i dun think anyone actually heard us. den after that..was lunch. lunch was nice..the food was nice too..ate everything. =) den went 7-11 wid section..but we sorta got seperated. den went to the playground wid varruna, tanya and shangyu..haha..it was quite lame..but fun...

den went back to opal.and we played a balancing game. must balance the water bottle on the head..=).. den we had to twist balloons for the parade. clarinets, percussion and flutes..first group. our balloons were green,blue and white.. quite nice.

the parade was fun too.. we were the most energetic band there.. cheering, dancing all the way! go csb go! haha..hmm..it didnt seem tiring cos we were having fun..yeah!! ahaha...on the way back..our bus was super noisy..all the sec 3s were singing their camp songs..so fun..reached school and we got delifrance food..yum. and den caught cab..went home.. went online..talked to jess for awhile..sleepy and slept..zzz

where do i start?

2005-05-12T00:35:00.000-07:00

alot of things have happened..

sir left.

no more sir..why? argh.. 12th april.syf.

12th may. sir left.

wonder wads gonna happen on 12th june.
hopefully something good..

no more sir. no more "hello".

i dunno wad to write. so i stop here.

2005-04-29T02:06:00.000-07:00

oh wow. i havnt been blogging in a like..long time. seriously long time.
ok.i dunno where to start. So many things have been going on this month.its a month i'll never forget.
i'll never forget this day either. 12th April 2005.

syf ' 05

had the jitters the day before. kept smsing jessica arnanta abt the next day. lol.she was nervous too. she said she was gonna bring banana to reduce stress.
and i was like. "okay? help me bring?" hahaz. -_-''
den the next day. i was supposed to meet her real early in sch. oh well..we did..but later.den we went into the bandroom.and it felt so safe.warm.
went to fall in at 1st level empty corridor. we were in full band.u + shoes. argh.couldnt run.
den fall in.assembly. thank goodness the announcements were short and ms leong didnt make any speech.
den we went up. the whole band was a bundle of nerves. we took instru. warm up. sir was dressed in suit. blue shirt? i think its the same one he wore for syf '03.
only practised each song once. it sounded like heaven. i actually thought we might even be able to get a gold wif honours. den we went down wif our instru and boarded the bus. i was in bus 1. clarinets.tuba.flute. thats all i think. all the sec 2 clarinetist sat at the back. the bus was so super noisy. everyone was like chatting happily. maybe they all thought we could get that gold. argh. i was sitting in between hui and shu. den we were like.hugging our instru? hahaz.
got down at singapore conference hall foyer. there were some bands there. and there was this band. yishun sec i think. they had so many clarinets. but none of them could match the shininess of gail's. oh.but their trumpets were shiny. we went in. everyone was super tense. fatmah was like saying that the other bands brought their double basses in cool cases while ours just brought them liddat. arghh.. heard one band playing. got so tense. we took section photo. ms lim helped us to take. oh. then we went up. tuning room.
the place where all our problems started. 1st. there were no stands and i had to put my tuner on the floor to tune. we cant possibly help each other coz theres no time. and sir asked us to play Bb and Eb. according to jess. The acoustic of the hall made us flat. but we had no time to fix that. we were rushed to outside the stage. and i was like thinking. "this is it. 10 months of practice is over. th 10 minutes of fame [or shame?] begins." and we entered the hall. i was second row. so i went up and looked behind first. all the trumpetters and horns were looking. practically white. we stood until sir entered and den we sat down. adjusted stands and all. den. We started playing singapore rhapsody.
for what i knew was the last time. it sounded ok. the first Eb chord from the bass was alright. But the woodwind choir? T_T. den we moved on to the star of dreams.
i flipped my score and looked at sir. he got down from the podium and i think he smiled at us. den we started playing. oh man. i could definately feel the butterflies in my stomach. they threatened to flung me down from my seat. argh. and then there was one part that actually made me wanna stand up and clap. yaju's solo maybe. it was so super nice. ah. she didnt waver any note and it went steadily. den. the song ended. we got up. left the hall. when i went to the exit door., i saw jess. but i couldnt read her expression. it was a mix of happy and sad? we went outside to stand while waiting for the ppl wif the big instru to join us. quite a few ppl cried and as usual there were ppl comforting. went back in and heard the other bands playng. i dunno wad to say. some were good. some were better. some were worse. den. the adjudicators went to discuss their scores. and the lady came back in. she gave out a few silvers. 1 COP. nd 2 golds i think. den she came to.

Band Number 39.
Cedar Girls Secondary School

and i was leaning back into my chair. quite oblivious to my surroundings. my eyes closed.

SILVER.

oh. and it sank deep down in. deeper and faster than i wanted it too. it was just a fact now. and i pinched myself so slight to see if i was dreaming. no.
and i turned arnd. saw someone cry. and i turned back again. den i realised. we hadnt clapped.not only for ours. but for all those after ours too.
tanya was beside me. her face deep in thought.i coudnt talk. just got up. and left when they told us to. wow. 10 months of practice. 10 minutes of performance. and in 10 seconds. all gone.

in the bus. no one talked. not a single sound. and i was quite sure deep down everone was thinking. "is this a dream?"
well..if it was., it was a nightmare. reached school. still no one talked. kept instru. went back to band room. still quiet. saw jess..said it was ok. it might have been a high silver. and she replied me. something so pure evil but it was the truth. "a silver is still a silver"

argh.why?why?

band

2005-03-04T22:03:00.000-08:00

hmm..lifes normal i guess...oh..and gail and her lameness is back!! woohoo...oh yah..and YAJA is a super meanie..xP..hahahaz..okok..

hmm..i feel that Watson itsn't all that bad..but..actually..i think i can wait for the day sir to come back...nono...i still prefer sir to watson..but...i dread the reauditions..i'm v scared he'll call me...if any of us..and i mean...tanya,gail or me..didn't get in...i'm sure i'll cry like hell...

haiz...i guess tests arn't gd..

lowlow marks...except geog..and amazingly..TAMIL...bwahahahahz..*grins*

okok...

band...
i read rebekah's blog.the wednesday entry...and i've got alot to say..rebekah, band doesn't fill ur life...i respect you for ur decision that band is more impt than art..after much persuation..but plsplspls..band isn't a waste of time..no..it isn't..i dunno how to put this..but many many ppl are starting to think that band is a waste of time, effort, energy..no..it isn't!!haiz..yes, it's time consuming..but still...doesn't it gif u a sense of satisfaction when u can play the most difficult part on ur piece? it does to me..band isn't just any boring cca..and i can see that many ppl grumble and whine at the mention of band...we dun join band coz we don't haf any other cca..at least most of us chose to join band out of our own free will..and i can assure u that those are the people who still seem interested in it..seriously...and abt ponning..i seriously hate slackers...if u pon band..it means that u onli care abt the points that the cca has to offer...it shows that u dun appreciate wat u learn from it...u dun haf the passion for music...band is all abt music..its the thing that helps us bind together as one..other schools..their attendance is always 90% all present..ok..i'll try my best not to compare us wif other bands...we are different..unique? ok..i'm not sure. ok..back to ponning of band..i seriously seriously hate it..ppl who pon band juz because you got test the next day..i ask u one qn...they'll tell u at least 1 wek before if u haf a test..instead of using that 1 wk...why do u wanna use the last minute? it sounds like training an army on the eve of battle...don't u'll understand how much we want that gold? i dun wanna sound melodramatic..but i juz wanna say...i luv band..i simply can't imagine my life widout it...and..if i had hurt anione by saying wad i haf said..i'm truly sorri...

oh..and..

juzbecauseurtireddoesn'tmeanucanponband.uhafaveryimptroletoplay.ifudunplayproperlytheentirebandwillbeaffectedsostopponingbandunoewhouare.

2005-02-25T19:17:00.000-08:00

today...i dunno...i can't make up my mind whether it was eventful or not...
first..i went to sch in the morn...woke up late..so took cab to serangoon mrt...$5.10..
den met ying at pp station... den we walk in together and she kept toking abt someone...dun worri..not from our sch de...hahahahaz
ok...reached sch...and...went to class...dhiviyaa so hardworking..do tamil homework...lol...hahahaz...den..
hmm..
den go hall and sat there until 10.15 watching the talk...and i seriously think the ballon and flower stick act was just to wake us up..lol
hmm...den jess nvr come...gdgd...hahaz...coz i nvr bought her present yet mah...i wanted to buy her smt i saw in this shop in sembawang..hope she likes it...
hmm...den?? ok..it was quite boring... and the IPW..

i as the leader already called Dolphin Lagoon..its they who nvr call me back...so stop giving me black face...its not my fault..

ok...hmm...den wad else?? go home..also wif ying... ai...ying..i luv u to bits and pieces...ahhahahaz...and on the way back..we discussed abt gail...wah lao..i miss her?? imagine..I MISS GAIL!!! lol...hahhahahahahahaz...

ok...i miss her lameness actually..not her face..lol..i'm a meanie..*thx cheryl*

hahahaz...i'm a meanie...coz i nvr link cheryl..hahahahaz and coz i roll my eyes at her grandma..lol

hahahhahaz..i tink i'm laughing too much...ok..

i'm not the same now...i frown on the inside but laugh on the outside...i havn't gotten over it..

hmm...den wat else?? hmm...i dunno.
okok...lol..i gtg now...and i got that present for jess..

errr

2005-02-24T09:21:00.000-08:00

ok...rebekah...u're totallu out of the picture and u didn't deliver the dumb letter u wrote..
ok...it was mostly u're fault...can?? but now..u're totally out of the picture..everone forgot wad happened...so stop mentioning it..

hahahaz...now on to my life..

okie...yesterday. First two periods was homeecons..it rawks..hahaz...not rilli..but the enchiladas turned out very well...oh yah!! PPL!! muz come n buy from 2c's stall on 1st of march!!! during ur recess...hahahahz...very cheap..mexican food..

hm. den had hist and tl test...actually..tl first...it was so easy...and hist...errr...very hard.

den stayed for sectionals...okok..i read wanyan's handbk..lol...sorri wanny!! hmmm...dn...go for sectionals...first, we take instru go 2A den..i wanted the clar practice alone...so, we go 2M...and ying's fren wanna study..so go 2I..i was so sad cann?? ying told me smt v sad... den wan yan came and ask us prac together wif them..i ddn't wanna go...so sad remember..so hui min and ying went..and juz when i tot i had some free time to cry my heart out...REBEKAH AND YEE WEN HAD TO COME IN!! like..wth!!! ahahahz... IPW stuff..and the stoopid SPCA never let us in...WTH!!!!! hahahaz...juz make me more sad..then rebekah had a funny idea abt florism? hahaz..i dunno if there's such a word..but i'm for anything..okok...den..they finally left!!! ahhh...tried messing arnd wif my mouthpiece cap...haiz..it's useless man..noteven sharp...den i juz sat there staring into space thinking abt my life...and one song kept repeating in my ears..

Say it's true, there's nothing like me and you
I'm not alone, tell me you feel it too

And I would run away
I would run away, yeah..., yeah

I would run away
I would run away with you

Cause I am falling in love with you
No never
I'm never gonna stopFalling in love
with you

Close the door, lay down upon the floor
And by candlelight, make love to me through the night

Cause I have run away
I have run away, yeah..., yeah
I have run away,
run away
I have run away with you

Cause I am falling in love (falling in love)
with you
No never
I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you...
With you...

And I would runaway
I would runaway, yeah...,
yeah I would runaway (runaway)
I would runaway with you

Cause I am falling in love (falling in love)
with you
No never
I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you...

Falling in love (falling in love)
with you
No never
I'm never gonna stop falling in love with you
With you, my love,
with you...na ni na ni na na...
(With you, with you, with you, with you)

and ying came in...she was like.."dun..u okay or not?? dun cry lah.." so sweet can?? haiz...den we hugged lyke for 5 mins

hahahahahaz...den went back to 2A..and we tok...tok..and play..play...den the uncle wanna lock the doors so we move toouside bandroom and huimin, wanyan and sze wei wanna go le...so they left..and den ying's contralto came back!! she didn't noe wat to do..i was juz standing there..being useless..and then claire ask me to help huimin keep her instru coz need to send it for repair..so..i helped... hmm..her cover looks very disgusting..hahahahaz....den sat there and tok wif jess, qing hua, fatmah and zhi yin..ahahahahz...very fun..den ying found her long lost metal polish..it was in the conference room..she was so annoyed...cool down lah ying! den...we polished our instru!! my clari is super shiny can!! its soo cool!! i'm so proud!! lol..*hugs clari!!*....den 6.30..fonish polishing...jess and qing hua wanna go..especially when sir came out of the band rm..jess started packing frantically... ahahahhaz...*winkwinknudgenudge*...den kept instru...oh and i luv my new habit of rolling my eyes!! ahahaz.. hmm..borrowed instru back..go home...missed 147...blehss. so..took 315.lol...go home..super tired...juz go online...went down...slack...nvr study...haahahaz..so blehxx...muz start studying!! sec 2 somemore..
jessica arnanta! i so wanna slap u can?? hahahahahahaz.... in real life i mean...gtg... the phone's ringing..lol..bb...

sorri

2005-02-21T03:16:00.000-08:00

sorri sorri sorri

i made many mistakes today...haizzzz..my life is so miserable cann?? haizzzz...i shdn't haf cried...its juz so damn hard to control ur feelings...

1)) stoopid enterprise challange..why do the sec 3's haf to go on OAC??
2))ok...i shdn't say..lol

haiz...sad..sad...no..beyond sad...

haiz..

feel like punching someone...ehh..i bet u noe hu u are...u are so..never gonna be forgiven...

lol..kk...thx to..

shuyingtanyawanlingshangyulydialiaolichudhiviyaa

thx soo much...ying i understand how u feel..

New...

2005-02-05T22:37:00.001-08:00

Friday

in the morning sch was boring. i went to see shu ying before flag raising. Den she start to cry. i dunno wad to do.. Ying..u'll get u're alto back.. i'm sure. sir's not stone hearted. den lesons were boring. hahahaz. got back math test.. 15/30 ..wah..juz pass..but onli got 10 ppl pass..eh..ms loh juz walk out of class..and its all my fault..ppl never understand my presentation...den, cannot answer qn..haiz...den she angry...den..got jogging..partnered adeline..haiz. den vicky told us ghost stories. not scary.haiz.aft sch.. i didn't stay for the home econs thing..sorri jolene. i went to find ying and tanya... den we walk arnd the sch wif shang yu.. haiz..we ate lunch in sch..waiting for seniors to finish a-maths test...den becka and cheryl..dunno why dun wanna ask their seniors go for dinner..ahahahaz...felt so bad for them. den..went out wif section to toa payoh pastamania for dinner.. den ate chicken bolognese. dunno why, but den the speghetti reminded me of someones head..ahahahahahahaz...so sick okay.came to sch late..hahaz..united as a section..wif an exception of yong en(trmpt)..hahaz sorri lah..they'll falling in liao..haiz..so bad..tsktsk..at least better than jess and qing hua riteahahahahaz..den take bus 1..wif the saxaphone and tuba..ahahahahaz...sat wif Tanya.. woohoo. i'm her patner in crime..ahahahahhaz..den jess look so pissed..ahahahahaz...hmm..reached the conf hall..den go and help percussion..leave my instru wif gail..den Shu Yan looked so..disturbed?? dunno y also...so scary..hmm the hall v big..but i tink i prefer VCH..hmm..so sit there..comparing shininess of instru wif tanya and wen qi. haha..so lame. hmmm..denplay singapore rhapsody ad Star of Dreams..sir say.. the clarinets muz play louder..like..wth..we playing so loud liao..ahahahahaz. den tanya and i felt so proud when siru and shu ying add that melo sound to the bass..ahhh..so nice..hmm..den on the way back..same bus....aiyah..why i always stuck infront of yaju ah?? haiz..ahahahahaz..hmm..the bus..seok kian ask me to say ghost story..so say loh.."there was a ghost called seok kian, and she likes to play the flute and freak out jeral and yani..ahahahahahaz"..then wenn and jeral saw mr johnny toh and micheal chia at geylang..hoho..wat they doin there at 9.40? ee.. aahahahahaz..den yaju say "nooo" so farney..like ghost mourning..ahahahahahahaz...
and tanya and i made up our own tongue twister... "sam sang a horrible song and so someone said tt when same sang, the song was horrible...so no one liked it when samsung"...ahahahaz...lame...hmmm...den go back to sch..keep instru...the sch look so scary at night..den the pic outside bandroom even scarier...wif the red background...eee..shu hui not scared one...haiz...hmm den me and gail left our waterbottles inside bandroom..hahaz..asked nanthini..den she like dun wanna open it coz, she juz closed it...diao..den valarie and shu hui were keeping the gong inside so..open lah..ahahahahahz...hm..den take wanyan's car home..haiz...so tiring...hahahaz..okie...

Saturday

hmm..went for tuition..den bought yong en's (sax) prezzie..hmm..den..oh yah..dun try the chicken prosperity..its horribly pepperry..yuck..eurghh...hmmm..den..tt's it loh...

hahahaz..okie..gtg...byez...

ahh

2005-01-26T19:41:00.000-08:00

okie... i dun exist..i shd really stop crying..but the tears juz keep falling... blehxx..tts not a song...tts my life...okie..i'm utterly depressed...maybe more than jess...haiz...okie...i dunno...y?is knowing chinese a must or wat? i tot dey say cedar...dunno chinese...can survive..i dun think..adha!! where are u..i need a shoulder..badly..!! haiz...okie..maybe i'm juz being paranoid..okie..i guess i am...when other sec 2's can survive..why can't i? this is unfair...!! haiz...i'm juz a horrible person...ahh!! okie...i shdnt blog...den..my whole keyboard'll become drenched...

Sch

2005-01-26T13:55:00.000-08:00

Hi!! I'm in sch com lab...Fatmah beside me..she's doin her blog..muahahahahahaz...she's kinda slow..hahahaz..ok..wateva..later...not goin for germen...going for band..muahahahahahahaz...poor swee jin...hahahahaz...okie..i think i'll help fatmah now...tok again later..byez...

One band..one Bang

2005-01-25T21:19:00.000-08:00

hahahaz..okie..i luved band todae...dunno y also..eh..Ms Loh..a.k.a Ma'am Wan Ping is n't exactly.."loud" in class...eh...scary...hahahahaz..
okie..now muz take extra care in geog...hahahahaz...
lol..jogging was fun...santosh has to go for 1 more round coz she nvr wear P.E. tee...hahahahaahz..i noe i'm evil...muahahahahaz...okie Jess, Fatmah and I haf made an agreement...every morn go to courtyard together and gossip..if it rains..den walk arnd sch...hahahaz..."dun be shy lah jess..."..hahahahahahahahahhaaz..okie..gtg..sci and eng test...

Jessica...

2005-01-23T04:38:00.000-08:00

JESSICA ARNANTA TJUNG LUVS...SIR...ALL THE LEADERS...MANPREET...QING HUA....HER TUTOR....LEE MEH KEH....MS POON.....AND ALL THE PPL SHE KNOWS..EXCEPT ME...

A note to all Clarinetists.....

2005-01-20T19:04:00.000-08:00

A note to all clarinetists...if ur not one..pls dun read....u asked us what's our problem...i'll tell...inferiority complex...yup..thats it...we feel inferior towards the others...u know hu they are...we feel tt we're boring...we feel that we can never live up to them and make u'll like us..we think we're just, lame..below average. U haf to understand...we're also very sad...okay..proper terms...we're also jealous...tts the truth..today..we spoke out...yeah..wat i said was true...i'm the same inside and out...yeah..nth can change tt...u can ask my classmates...anione...i never ever hated our section...its just tt..i'm scared...scared tt u'll think tt we're extra..so, we try to get away from u..afraid tt we'd make a fool out of ourselves...so..on the sec 2 clarinetists behalf...i juz wanna say...sorri...

AHHH!

2005-01-14T21:56:00.000-08:00

My god!! Elaine is the secterary of 1C!!Gawd!!!i'm so gonna choke!! blehxx!! eurghhh!!ok..i was the secretary of 1C And i LURVE band!! ahh!!she's in 1c, secretary..wanna join clar section?? dots..tts fine..but, unlike me...she HATES band!! dots..i'm so gonna show her how much we want tt gold!! and how, we'll do anything to get it...she can keep the silver!! pffffft....argh...so damn annoyed!! arghh!! not, lyk we begging her to join band rite?? den, when tracy walk past, she still has the nerve to point at tracy and tell her friends tt her seniors lyk her!! BLEHXX!! ok..enuf toking...planning...bb

haiz...

2005-01-12T20:09:00.000-08:00

hmmm..so long nvr post...sorri adha!! *takes cover* hahahaz...soo many things haf happened in these days...x-mas...new year...first day of sch..meeting the smallies...hahahaz... "smallies" copyrighted by swee jin...name for sec 1s

can't believe we were lyk that last year...times flies so fast...almost in a matter of seconds, a city can be destructed.." refer to straits times...if u dunno..haiz...dunno wat to say..." aniway..sch works been piling and Mr Tay rox!! hahaz..i can, for once...understand maths...hahahaz...hmm..okie..someone knocking on the door...gtg..byez...

FINE!

2004-12-15T14:49:00.000-08:00

FINE!

I dunno why, but now i haf a feeling of resentment towards you!
U haf treated me so badly, yet i haf treated u so well!
I DO NOT DESERVE THIS!
This has lasted too long!
I shall not tolerate it anymore!
U talk when u want, but shove away when u don't want anything done!
I AM NOT A TOY!
I will not be played with!
Shove off....................

....BUT NEVER COME BACK!.....

....YOU WILL NOT BE ACCEPTED!.....

2004-12-13T15:25:00.000-08:00

Hmmm...its been very long since i updated...haiz....kinda busy. So, That phrase...I MaTtEr iN ThE BaNd...AnD My aCtIoNs wIlL ShOw iT...¿?, i seriously dunno wat impact it made on me...hmmm, but today i played quite well! At least i think i did...So, Becky's in some, far away place, dunno when she's coming back...Wan Yan's going overseas soon...Tanya's going Malaysia...Jess is in Indo, and i CAN'T access her blog! Haiz...yesterday was the best sectionals so far...after saturday, i think the whole clar section became closer! ((It was my idea after all, the cake and the flowers<>)) Was nearly late for band todae...in MY opinion...hmph, i think it was b-coz of the stoopid 100A..Haiz..then the two buses park at the same place, dunno if the 100A goes to sch or not...haiz! i still got quite a bit of hmwrk to do...left a bit of maths, a bit of geog and the whole lot of TAMIL! God! why shd there be such a subject....I can't believe I lyked it when i was P4! Haiz! So, nth more lah...todea practice was in the hall...oh ya, i read all the posts abt sat at Shee Ping's and Lily's blogs...ahh!!They lyked it...muahahahaha...((sometymes i luv tat incredible mind of mine, although i do hate it alot sometymes)) muahahaha...muahahaha...okie, i'll stop tt...Byez!!

MY TAG BOARD'S WORKING!! YEAH!!

2004-12-08T08:55:00.000-08:00

MY TAG BOARD'S WORKING!! YEAH!! Yesterday it wasn't..haiz. Hmm, l8ter got tutoring... well, its not bad, ok onli. I finish the reflections on the band cluster fest. liao. I dunno when to hand up...haiz! Yest, had dinner at swensens at J8, it was okay lah. There was quite a few of us. The sleep-over was cancelled, dunno why also..oh well, post l8ter after band... Happi Belated B-dae Nanthini! Byez...